light was streaming from the PSD door when i applied for its scholarship... i walked towards the door with a baskeful of hope... maybe not a basketful... only half of the basket... nearer and nearer... oh, i saw the door... it was not far from me... i walked even faster... for what??? just to get into the entrance of PSD... eventually, i reached the door... only one more tiny little step was needed to enter... but the door shut down... cries of disapoinment reverberated in my enervated heart... tears were rolling down on my cheek... i was about to start my journey to go back where i had come from... something halted me... the voice told me there's a second path lead to another PSD entrance... without hesitation, i bolted towards the second entrance with the instruction given... i saw the light from the door... however, it was not as bright as the first one... it was dimmer... much dimmer... i ran even faster and yay, i was in front of the door... by the time i wanted to move my little foot to cross the entrance, once again the door shut down mercilessly... there's even a sign board written, no third entrance available... tear babies didnt roll down this time because they knew their consolations were not needed as i had become tougher in the journey... undeniable, the sadness was there... silently, i walked away not to commit self mutilation but to continue the journey of life... maybe my life will be better without PSD... who knows???
p/s: congratulations to those who got PSD!!! bravo!!!
bambino nuffnang
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