driving test? speeding test?

I had my driving test today. Oh my god, i was freaking nervous while waiting for the uncle who gave me driving lesson. Palms sweating, blood pumping vigorously, heart beating rapidly, couldn't even sit properly. Tick, tick, tick. Where's uncle? He told me he would fetch me at 8am and the needles in the clock were pointing 8.20am! Luckily, uncle did come to fetch me. He was late because he had to fetch other girls who was going to take driving test.

When we reached there, same normal boring thing, registration. Waited, waited and waited until 10am. It's my turn to do parking and go up hill. I did both good. No stopping before line, no forgetting about raising hand, no accident. I finished it pretty fast yet still have to wait for my turn for "outing". *LOL* Know what, i waited until 12pm++! I was the first who did parking and up hill among us, four girls, yet i was the last who did driving. I was so impatient while waiting, all the nervous bits in me gone.

Yay, my name was called. It's my turn to do driving! I was nervous again! *LOL* I started to drive out slowly. At first, i drove at speed about 40km/h to 60km/h. This was what uncle taught me, not to exceed 60km/h. However, the tester asked me to drive faster! End up, i drove at speed more than 80km/h in the whole journey! It's my first time to drive so fast! Even when i was driving down hill, the tester still asked me to speed! There's another car which was also a driving test taker over take me. Can you imagine how fast he drove? At that moment, i was driving at about 100km/h. The tester started to scold me when he saw the other driving test taker over take me. So, i had to speed more! Not only that, i was asked to over take other cars! It's my first time to over take other cars! Actually, it's sort of fun. *LOL* After i finished the journey, I drove safely back to the driving school. Yea, safely. *LOL*

So, what about your driving test experience?

sleeping hours

Yesterday, my sleeping hours was totally screwed up. I used up my whole afternoon in printing my biology ecology project. A big bold capital THANKS to you, RAJ!!! It's supposed to be your job and now I had to do it. What the fuck? Watch out after school reopen! Don't you dare to transfer to another school! Pay me the cartridge before you buzz off! I missed my afternoon nap all because of this shitty fella's fault! I thought I could take my princess sleep after i watched 8pm news. Yea, I watched news! Surprise? *Lol* Howbeit, Sharen had not arrive after the 8pm news over. Then, i peeped some bloggies. I peeped, peeped and peeped until 9pm++ yet her shadow had not even turn up. I couldnt resist the falling of my eyelids. At last, i fell asleep in the hug of my teddies. My mom had to be my fedex, passed those papers to Sharen. Sorry, Sharen, I was way too sleepy. Not long, my phone started to yell at me non stop. Fine, i woke up and checked. It was message from Boon Loong. No, should be "invitation". Online invitation to talk about PBSM blood donation. I had to dragged my ponderous body all the way to downstairs to attend meeting on msn. Discussed, discussed and discussed with Boon Loong and Kok Leong until about 10pm+. Finally, we came to conclusion. Great! I could ditch into my piggyland. There you go, another obstacle. It's not really an obstacle but a temptation. My sister was watching Smiling Pasta! *Sigh* You know what happen next. I watched until 11pm+ then only I resume my sleeping hours. Impact: I coundn't even wake up early today. Conclusion: Never ever on your mobile phone when you sleep!

merry christmas!

I hereby to wish everyone


[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*]

experimenting

Want to know what i have been doing lately? Just shut your mouth and navigate away if you dont want to know. I have been doing something my mom called unrealistic. I browsed through those web site related to US universities application. I want to apply for US universities. Sounds silly for a form six student like me? Perhaps, a little. So what, sue me, i am idealistic! I dont care! I wont lose anything except a pocketful of money. I will use the money i got from JPA and take it as a high risk investment. I dont know what the outcome would be; I have no idea whether i would succeed. Howbeit, I do know I am doing an experiment with low possibility to succeed. I seriously do. But, i know i will not be satisfied if i dont take a try. I will regret for my whole life. Even if i failed, i will have nothing to regret, i tried. *touchwood touchwood* I think this is the real me, the me who willing to try; the venturesome me who willing to take risk.

So, BOA, stop slacking!

the day the earth stood still

frankly, this movie is sucks!!! i dont like it at all... not entirely dislike, perhaps... exception is given to keanu reeves... he looks sort of good in the movie... haha... the whole story is ridiculous especially the "iron ultraman"... yes, is the giant robot thingy which i call it "iron ultraman"... dont you think it looks like ultraman??? it just stood around, bored and sulking... remember the chinese oldman klaatu met??? the oldman has a grandson!!! why the heck didnt the genes in the oldman pass down to his offspring??? i mean the alien genes... how come his grandson knew nothing??? he should have known something difference about him, right??? the whole plot is slow... look at the chase where Klaatu, the lady proffesor and the cute boy whom i doubted is a girl at the begining... they didnt even try to hide as if they knew that government agents couldnt find them... i am not the only one who critic this movie... my friends said so too... well, all the above is merely my opinion... this kind of thing is subjective, depends on one's liking and fancy...

don't read

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of all the people, why you released your anger on me??? of all the time, why you scolded me in front of so many people??? of all the ways to relax yourself, why you chose to scold me???

why you scolded me for things i didnt do??? i hate you when you scolded me for things i didnt even do... i am not a tool for you to release your anger... i dont mind to be scolded for no reason once in a blue moon but not all the time!!! get it??? i am controlling my patience... i respect you... on the other hand, can you please understand that my patience actually has a limit???

I AM NOT HAPPY!!!

i am head over heels over him

sorry for the previous emo post... i need some place to express my feeling... i feel good after i voice it out... in the other way round, i feel naked because my feeling is exposed to everyone... conflict... anyway, thanks to those who gave me advice...

by the way, i have finished reading midnight sun!!! midnight sun is another version of twilight... it was written in the view of edward cullen... unfortunately, it was only a draft... stephanie meyer doesnt want to continue it... so sad... meanwhile, i am waiting for the other four books to arrive... dang slow... i want to read my edward cullen!!!

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indecisive

what is my ambition??? i used to know it clear and would able to answer it with confident... however, it has gone... i have been living in the shadow of my failure for quite some time... i have always wanted to kick my ass out from the flash in the pan... i just failed to do so... i am not strong enough for that, i guess... thinking over and over again... what i want to do in the future??? who i wanna be??? what kind of life i want??? i am not certain about my future... i cant see any further from upper six... it seriously bother me a lot these days... i am trying to find the answer... to be precise, trying to know who i actually am... i think i lost myself... maybe i am too desperate to be normal, to blend in with everyone else around me... i dont want to be a special-less freak... all i want is to be myself, understand myself... it seems simple in words but utterly not when you are dealing with it... know what, i actually browsed through some career descriptions to find out which i keen on and which suits me best... medical studies??? i dont think it suits me anymore... i mean i flunked my scholarship application for medical studies... so, it proves that i am not that type... business??? i think i like it but the problem is am i the business type??? forensic science??? yea, i like it... still, it is somehow another version of medical studies... so, same question again, am i that type??? law??? well, i think my personality may not suit this field... pharmacy??? i am straight about it... no deviation presence... psychologist??? well, i think i myself need one... see, how puzzle i am... see, how cowardice i am, i should say... cowardice in me sometimes halting me from doing things... i think what i can do is keep trying to find my interest... perhaps, i should snap away the coward me...

haphazard

delicious huh???



gotcha!!! it's actually a key chain... i found it at PADINI...


some other pictures i took at COLD STORAGE before Halloween... i took the pictures out of the cuteness of those pumpkins... with those hairs, make up and expressions...

hot seat

i was in the hot seat twice yesterday night!!!

yesterday night i was chatting with my friends on msn... suddenly, i saw a friend of mine pop up... i had never seen her online on msn before... so, i got excited and crapped with her... i crapped, crapped and crapped... after about more than 15 minutes, unanticipatedly, she asked me who am i... at first, i thought she was joking... so, i pretended that i was angry... then, she appologised to me and said that she added many friends lately, couldnt remember all the friends she added... so, i didnt think much, continue to chat with her... as time passed, i realised that there was something wrong... it seemed that she had totally lost her memory, about our classmates, our projects and all... so was she, she felt that there was something wrong too... i asked for her full name... when she gave me her full name, i was like oh my god... her name was LAI SI TING whereas my friend's name was LEE SI TING... oh my god, i crapped with someone i didnt know for so long... how could i make such boo boo??? it's all SI TING's fault!!! i mean my friend, SI TING not the unknown... she gave me this e-mail... i didnt suspect anything because the e-mail had the name SI TING... i couldn't stop laughing after that... this was the first incident...

the second incident was no big deal... it's just a small case which happened on msn too... i asked mayling when she was going to kl... indeed, she had been staying in kl for quite some time... see, how absent-minded i am...

tagged by YONG QIAN!!! Perfect Love???

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
> Thunder - Boys Like Girls

2. How would you describe yourself?
> Mamma Mia - Abba (lol)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
> 爱情/love - Orange (omg!!! such an coincidence)

4. How do you feel today?
> 病态 - Yoga Lin (lol)

5. What is your life's purpose?
> The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

6. What is your motto?
> Forever - Chris Brown

7. What do your friends think of you?
> Crush - David Archuleta (lol... i didnt know that this is how my friend think of me!!! lol...)

8. What do you think of your parents?
> Get Low - Florida ft T-pain

9. What do you think about very often?
> 给我一首歌的时间 - Jay Chou

10. What is 2+2?
> Hot and Cold - Katy Perry

11. What do you think of your best friends?
> A Night To Remember - High School Musical 3

12. What do you think of the person you like?
> Now or Never - High School Musical 3 (lol)

13. What is your life?
> I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
> I Am Yours - Jason Mraz

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
> When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brother (nice one)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
> Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis (is this suitable for wedding???)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
> 龙战骑士 - Jay Chou (wow!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
> Mimpi - Danell Lee (lol... suits me...)

19. What is your biggest fear?
> 魔术先生 - Jay Chou (lol... what a fear???)

20. What is your biggest secret?
> Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton (lol... nice answer...)

21. What do you think of your friends?
> One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks

22. What will you post this as?
> Perfect Love - Henley

I tag:

* Emily
* Ikram
* Karlisyle
* Kerryn
* Su Jean

conversation with lawlaw

location: dining room...

lawlaw: eh fern, nowadays you eat a lot hor???

at that moment, i was eating my second breakfast... it was about 11am...

fern: where got???

lawlaw: 7am, eat... 10am, eat again... 1pm, hungry again, wolf for food one more time... then, 4pm, craving for food already, attack the food once more... sometimes 6pm, tummy empty already, have to cure your tummy once again...

then, i remembered the conversation between lawlaw and the lady who sells kuih yesterday at the restaurant... the lady said that her about 11 years old daughter ate a lot nowadays like a shark, took many meals per day because her daughter was growing up... so, i extract out the lady's dialogue...

fern: i am growin up, needs more nutrition...

lawlaw: yalo, growing side way ma...

fern: *laughing*

looks like i really have to cut down my meal... i dont want to grow sideway inch by inch... i think the personality test frederick sent me is pretty accurate... i am really a boa!!! eat hell lot like a boa...

fern BOA

p/s: lawlaw is my mom... that is how i call my mom...

i am Boa

yesterday, frederick sms-ed me a sort of like personality test... i think most of you got it too... the animal personality test that ask for 3 animals you see when you go into the jungle... if i am not mistaken, the question is something like this:

what is the animal you see when you go into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you walk deeper into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you want to go out from the jungle?

the animal i chose was squirrel, tiger and boa...

know what's the analysis? the first animal represents what you think about yourself; the second animal corresponds to what other people think about yourself; and the last animal stands for the real you...

this means that i think am a squirrel but other people think i am a tiger... do you guys really think i am a tiger??? hey, i am gentle, okay??? last but not least, i am actually a boa!!!??? BOA!!!??? frederick even said it suits me!!! i didnt realise that i am actually a boa... maybe i am a boa, eat a lot like a boa...

or maybe i am not like the emerald tree boa in the picture above... instead, maybe i am more to the boa shown in the pcitrue below... haha... *dreaming again!!!*

Boa Kwon

these days

i have been wasting my holidays... things i have done are all nothing do with study... instead, movies, television series show, novels, internet have conquered a lion's share of my holiday...

the new novels i read during this crappy holiday:

The Art Of French Kissing...

i borrowed this books from my school library... it was all about a beautiful lady who went to Paris after she was dumped by her fiance and betrayed by her best friends. i love the description about Paris... it triggered my lust for Paris...

Memoirs Are Made Of This

I dont really like this book... it was kind of sleep inducing at the exposition and rising action stage... the climax was middling, approveable...

The Vampire Diaries 1 & 2

i like this novels... the story line was unpredictable and exciting... i hardly stopped when i started this book... i couldnt resist to read till the end... by the way, there were some differences between the vampires in this novels and the vampires in TWILIGHT... whatever, vampires in both novels are all good looking and charming...

movies that i watched these days:

Twilight

this is the latest movie i watched... know what, i watched it twice!!! this movie is darn nice... but then, someone said not nice... this has proven that he has no taste... maybe i shouldnt say he has no taste... instead, i should say he has no self opinion... he hasnt even watch it... haha... i guess he wont spend his precious time to read my bloggie... so, nevermind...

Disaster Movie

this movie is all crap...

Madagascar2

i laughed a lot when i watched Madagascar2... the penguins were so cute... i couldnt believe that the giraffe loved the hippo... hardly imagine the physical appearance of their kids... haha...

Prison Break

well, this is not a movie... it is a drama i downloaded... it's all HUI LING's fault... i got addicted all because of her, she talked so much about it... Michael Scofield is such a genius... undeniable, it is eye-popping, hair-raising and spine-tingling...

American Pie Beta House

this show is so funny... however, it is not for under 18 since it has those "scenes"... haha...

High School Musical3

i am not fond of this movie... no offence to those who like it...

A Litre of Tears

i cried when i watched this movie... actually, i watched A Litre of Tears before but it was a drama series... in fact, the movie and the drama series are the same... the story was so lacrimal gland stimulating...

falling in love

let me start this post with grandmother story...

yesterday i went to MEGAMALL with my darling YI LIN and YUNG YAU... before, we indulged in movie at cinema, we took a drink at DELI COUNTRY, where we met a girl... we didnt even know who she is... she approached us and ask for a sit at our table... of cause, we didnt mind about that... once she sat down, she started to ask us for donation RM35 to buy milk powder for those disabled... without knowing where YI LIN got her heroism, she told the girl that we didnt want to donate which was the truth... i was not intend to donate any... hey, we wouldnt know if she was a liar... nevertheless, she went away with a sour bitter lips plastered on her face... we went to POPULAR to spend some time before the movie started...

3.25pm, HALL 3 of GSC, that was when and where we went after window shopping at POPULAR...

tadaa!!! this was the movie i watched,



TWILIGHT!!!

it was great!!! that's when i started to fall in love, with EDWARD CULLEN!!! he was so incredibly attractive!!! his eyes, especially, the eyes which could change colour... his eyes will be black when he had desire, you know, desire for blood whilst during normal time, his eyes were gold... cool huh??? it was so romantic when he was playing piano... he was perfect, in everyway: attractive, romantic, cool... ... by the way, the way he kissed BELLA SWAN was good... looks like, he is good in kissing... haha... i had never think he is cute when he was in HARRY POTTER... he was CEDRIC DIGGORY in HARRY POTTER... he looked awesome in TWILIGHT... besides, i like his father, DR.CALISLE CULLEN too... he looks good!!! he was a doctor eventhough he was a vampire who sucks blood... one more, ALICE CULLEN, she was cool!!! no doubt, i like her as well... oh my god, it made me sounded as if i were bisexual... okay, i like her style, cool from the outside but caring from the inside... she was so caring about BELLA when BELLA was bitten by the tracker, JAMES... the way she killed JAMES was cruel yet glorious... yes, glorious is the right word to describe... oh ya, there were lots of graduation hat at EDWARD's house because he was always 17... vampire doesnt grow, according to the movie... vampire doest sleep too... i just happened to know that, through the movie of cause... haha... the vampirish baseball was freaking intriguing!!! everyone should watch it...

i went straight to POPULAR to search for the books right after the movie... on the way there, i glorified him with YI LIN ceaselessly... i found the books... the story is in series and twilight is the first... there are four books altogether: twilight, new moon, eclipse, and breaking dawn... i wanted to buy so much!!! i didnt buy yesterday but going to buy soon!!! by the way, the four books are in my christmas wish list... *hint hint*... hehe...

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

1. What’s your ambition?
~ succeed in life...

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~ friends for sure...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~ i used to think about it but no more in the present...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ no, never... i tried to gain more self confidence but i just couldnt do it...

5. How many babies you want?
~ 0...

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
~ as long as it smells good...

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
~ erm... no idea... pessimistic???

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
~ nope...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
~ love me, of cause...
~ respect me...
~ smart and wise...
~ understand me and able to bear with all my behaviour and attitude...
~ loyal and honest, at least to me...
~ able to change accordingly...
~ share some similar interest with me...
~ versatile???
~ has johnny depp's look and david cook's voice???
~ accompany me whenever i need him...

11what are your bad habits?
~ emo... biting my pen... spend money as if money were only pieces of paper... argh, too much to be mentioned...

12 anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
~ it's okay... i dont mind unless you are my friend whom i love so much...

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ gotta agree with kar said... only cheerish those who cherish the friendship in return...

14. What do you hate most in others?
~ backstabber...

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ movies!!!

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
~ no idea...

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
~ she is always a friend of mine...

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~ buy something for myself and eat something nice...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
~ 28 year old beautiful lady who succeed in career with loads of $$$...

20. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldn't admit out loud)
~erm...

i tag:
~ no one...

happy 100th post!!!

it's kind of unbelievable for me because i have never thought of blogging for so long... i thought i would ditch my bloggie half way... so, it's sort of a great achievement for me to keep blogging for more than half a year...

tagged by KERRYN!!!

The rules are:

You own a blog where you are going to post this to
~ yesh, i do own a bloggie which is kind of lack of endorphin lately...
You currently feel bored
~ not really, i have my novels as company...
You won't skip any question
~ see first...
You're Alive
~ the dead can online???
You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up
~ no problem!!!


Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:

~ sleepy... eventhough it's 9.35am now...
~ daydreaming... as i always did...
~ sedentary... my holiday life...
~ roly-poly... in terms of physically...
~ movieholic??? i has been slaving to many movies and drama series lately...


Five things you love about life:

~ family... the only reason i am here in this world...
~ friends... those who grow up with me, bare with me...
~ excitement... all the new intriguing things, placess, experience and all...
~ nice view... places with eye-catching scenery, hunks with six packs and gorgeous look, ladies with wow sexy body and beautiful face...
~ myself... this is the reason i am still here, able to blog...



5 Famous people you'd love to meet:

~ Donald Trump... to steal his secret of success... hehe...
~ Charlize Theron... you know, maybe i can absorb some of her hotness and beauty... haha...
~ Johnny Depp... he got the look...
~ Butterscotch... she wowed me with her awesome combination of singing and beatboxing...
~ Piers Morgan... i like his frankness and meanness...

5 Movies you love:

~ all harry potter movies... hey, i am a big harry potter fans!!!
~ a walk to remember... it's an extremely touching movie!!! it will make you tears rolling on your cheek uncontrollably...
~ the chronicles of narnia...
~ the golden compass...
~ the village... i used to watch it over and over again...

5 professions you'd love to have:

~ cardiac surgeon... i hold tight to this dream ever since i was in form 2... now, i am not so sure about it anymore, as you know, i lost faith in myself to drive myself to this path...
~ forensic scientist... it is such an interesting job...
~ artist... i have always dreaming myself standing on the stage singing and dancing, acting in movies and dramas...
~ fragance designer... weird huh???
~ CEO...

5 Best Authors:

~ JK Rowling... the author of Harry Potter...
~ Sophie Kinsella... the author of shopaholic...
~ Kristin Harmel... the author of the art of french kissing...
~ Cecelia Ahern... the author of PS, I love you...
~ Mitch Alborn... the author of meet tuesday with morrie...

5 Inspirations:

~ my family...
~ my friends...
~ myself, perhaps...
~ sometimes, i get inspirations from movies, singers, teachers, and other things happen around me... it comes on it's own...

5 Favourite stuff:

~ my computer... eventhough it is getting older and older day by day...
~ my cellphone... eventhough it is merely K750i...
~ my novels... its' my little collection...
~ my soft toys... presents i got from all my beloved friends and family...
~ my bed... it always welcome me with a big warm hug...

5 things you hate:

~ my height and weight... my weight is so not proportional with my height and my height is always a problem...
~ stink bean...
~ people who judge me, tease me, insult me without knowing the real me...
~ liars... eventhough i am one of them... haha...
~ pms...

5 favourite places:

~ home sweet home...
~ shopping malls... have to agree with you, ker... i dont think anyone hates shopping....
~ my room where i can rest myself, isolate myself for deep thinking and of cause building castle in the air too...
~ school??? it si where i got to know all my dear friends...
~ cant really think of the last place...

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:

~ too many to be named... i love all my new classmates and schoolmates, my old friends... to be fair and square, i dont want to name any out...

5 Favourite people to chat with:

~ yee chen, my darling... we always share our problems together, give advice to each other...
~ harmin, my love... we chit chat and gossip about everything...
~ jin jin... haha... the one whom i always crap with...
~ yi lin, my darlin... sharing about our life stories is what we always do on msn...
~ olataro... didnt chat with him few weeks already...

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:

~ have more self-confidence...
~ be more industrious...
~ no more emo-ing or pms-ing...
~ open myself up, dont be over self-protected...
~ stop thinking too much...

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:

~ friend... to accompany me...
~ my cellphone... to contact more people come to accompany me...
~ water suppy... essential need... hehe...
~ my computer with internet connection... so that i can order anything i need online and i still able to keep in touch with everyone...
~ a helicopter... i can go back whenever i want...

5 places you wana visit:

~ paris, the city of love... i am more eager to go to Paris after i read a novel, the art of french kissing...
~ new york, the busiest city in the world...
~ egypt with a mystery shawl covering... you know, the pyramid, mummies and all...
~ disney land... a place i can be small child again...
~ japan, a shopping heaven...

5 Things you really want:

~ family love...
~ care from friends...
~ success in career...
~ all dreams of mine fulfilled...
~ a comfortable life for everyone...

5 Songs that make you cry the most:

~ frankly, i dont cry for any song...

5 Most fashionable friends/ sisters according to you:

~ kauree...
~ michelle...
~ harmin...
~ choy mei...
~ karlisyle...

5 people you love the most:

~ my family...
~ my friends...
~ who else??? my future friends???

5 impossible dreams:

~ nothing is impossible... impossible is nothing... hehe...

5 Dreams in the future:

~ all my dreams come true...

now send this to 5 people:

~ emily...
~ yong qian...
~ gary...
~ soon keat...
~ ikram...

i love this picture!!!

this is the picture i took with HARMIN during class party at TC!!! YIPO was the director whereas ADIBAH was the camera-lady...

lift-taking lesson

i went to MEGAMALL the day before yesterday with mommy and my sister... i told them i wanted to linger around at ground floor... so, they went to hot market which is located at second floor without me...

after dillydallying at ground floor, i decided to go to hot market to meet up with my mommy and sister... i went to the lift nearest to sinma... when i was waiting for the arrival of lift alone, there's an uncle walk towards the lift... know what, he started to teach me ways to take lift... he taught me how to press the button to stop the lift, what to do when i go inside the lift and bla bla bla... all i did was, kept my mouth smiling and not burst into laugh... not only that, when i went inside the lift, he even teach me how to press the button... there was a chinese girl inside the lift... she was looking at me one kind as though i really a jakun ran out of jungle... after that, the uncle even told me where he was heading to, telling me how hungry he was... maybe he was just being friendly... for me, that's weird... haha...

i tolf my mommy and sister about it when i met them at hot market... they were just laughing...

L6S4 class party

this year, our class party was held at TC2... i went there around 3pm after i visited JINJIN who was working at NIRVANA... she treated me apple drink and orange drink... hehe... when i reached TC, i waited for my darling MINMIN at MCD... from far, i could see an aunty holding a rice cooker... that aunty was MINMIN!!! haha... MINMIN, dont angry, okay, just joking... haha... we went to TC2 together, holding hand crossing the bridge... all along, i had never realise the bridge was so long, until today... we saw QIANQIAN and the others waiting there...

after everyone came,we started to fill our tummy like gluttons... there were so many food... the chocolate cake made my PN PHANG was toothsome!!! the fried BBQ chicken fried by MINMIN's mommy was delicious!!! not to forget the jelly we made together, it was tasty!!! two thumbs up for all the food... we enjoyed the food together with PN PHANG's children... her daughter is so cute!!!

when the eating session was over, some of them took pictures and some of them played at the beach... i was doing neither... i didnt want to take picture because i looked so fat!!! no, supposed to be i am fat... haha... SITING, CHOYMEI and i went to play water at the beach when CHUITENG went to date with her "ADIDAS"... haha... howbeit, when we were playing excitedly, the sky cried!!! we had to walk all the way back to booth nearby the tent that ANG and the gang set up...

the rain was getting heavier and heavier... to make ourself out of boredom, we snapped picture... you know, those picture with crazy pose... haha... at the moment, i didnt bother much about how fat i am, how much of fat is deposited at my tummy, how humongous my hand is... what i only care was FUN!!! haha... i will upload the pictures as soon as i grabbed from ADIBAH... MINMIN and i went to join the other group in the tent... oh my god, the tent was so congested!!! PN PHANG's daughter, HUIHUI was there too... TZELOON and ANG was teaching her all the crap... the most funny thing was the question ANG asked her...

here's the dialogue:

ANG: what's your relationship with your mother?

HUIHUI: er... er... i dont know...

it was so funny!!!

after the rain, some of us went back... CHUITENG, CHOYMEI and SITING went back first... when CAT, MINMIN and i walked back to TC1, we saw some monkeys on the bridge!!! we didnt dare to move... there was a monkey staring at us... i was wondering that the monkey was actually staring at MINMIN's cooker... we didnt know what to do... if we walked back, the monkey would followed us because it knew that we were scared of it... if we continued ur journey to TC1, i was afraid that it will attack us... what we did was stood there under the rain... at the moment, a malay guy came... he chased way the monkey for us... mind you, not only that, he even accompanied us walked to almost the end of the wooden bridge... we were so touched by his act... i like this type of guy... he offered help even we didnt ask him for help... furthermore, he was so caring that he accompanied us for quite a distance by walking quietly behind us... it's so kind of him... he looks okay too... haha...

okay, enough of him, continue with the story... we went straight to MCD because MINMIN wanted to go toilet badly... there, we saw CHUITENG, CHOYMEI and SITING... know what, SITING fell twice at the bridge... her slipper was broken... the good news was, she bought a new slipper there... haha... we chichatted for a while there while eating ice-creams bought by CHUITENG... after finished eating ice-cream, i went back to MINMIN's house, because my mom was waiting for at her house...

so, now here i am, blogging right after i took my princess bath... today is a great day!!!

final exam result

my final exam is a little bit better than my previous monthly exam...

PENGAJIAN AM: 66%...
it was the worse result i got!!! it is much lower compared with my previous monthly exam... i can blame no one because it was my fault for not studying enough for this bloody subject... frankly, nothing is interesting about this subject...

CHEMISTRY: 78%...
slightly better than my previous montly exam yet stil not good enough... my brain is not a chemistry brain...

BIOLOGY: 70%...
same as chemistry, there's a little improvement compared to my previous monthly exam... i have no talent in this subject at all...

MATHEMATICS: 82%...
my math2 result dropped drastically!!!

MUET: i hasnt got my MUET paper yet...

last schooling day of the year

today is my last schooling day... i didnt go to school... instead, i went to LIYU's house... haha...

my mom fetched me and QIAN QIAN to HOI YIN at about 8am... that was all BILLY's fault... he was the one who suggested 8am, ended up, he was the latest!!! QIAN QIAN and i were the first who arrived... that time was about 8.20am... when i reached, i got a message from LIYU... she asked me to go late a bit because BILLY hadnt fetch her yet... what to do??? i smsed ANG to go HOI YIN as soon as possible... we chi-chatting while waiting for them... eventually, at about 9am something, LIYU, BILLY, HUILING and YIPO arrived... we started to enjoy our food gluttonously... the curry meehon i ate was voila mamma mia!!! you know what, the time we ate was even shorter than the time we waited for four of them...

after filling up our tummy with food, we went to TC to buy kites for PN PHANG's children... ANG phoned PN PHANG to ask her the types of kite she wanted... oh my god, that was the first time i heard PN PHANG spoke in chinese!!! it's nice!!! haha... we bought a snow white kite and a spiderman kite...

Later, we went to ANG's house to take the mould and NIRWANA to buy ingredients for tomorrow class party... thereafter, we went to LIYU's house to show our cooking skill... haha... we made agar-agar and guai ling gou... one of the guai ling gou looked terrible!!! we decided not to bring it tomorrow... we would only bring the nice one... so did the agar-agar... we were busying in the kitchen until 12pm because we had library meeting at 12.30pm...

we went to the school through front gate... we were freaking daring!!! some teacher saw us!!! luckily, DATIN KALA was not the one who saw us... if not, we will doom!!! she said she wanted to check our progress of ecology project but all of us didnt turn up... haha... what we discussed during the library was about the renovation of library... lot's of ideas popping out yet not much was doable... nothing was interesting about the library meeting...

grr... hungry again... we went to JS right after the meeting ended... the cheese sandwiched i ordered was not bad and the price was reasonable, costed only RM4.10... of cause, there was other food served with the cheese sandwiched... there were 2 pieces of toasted cheese sandwiches, lots of french fries, and salad... it was consider okay, not as tasty as the one i ate in KL...

yay!!! our tummy had been refilled!!! we went to LIYU's house again, to continue our preparation for class party... we made jelly with longan in it!!! the jelly was cute!!! we even added some agar-agar and guai ling gou into some of the jelly... surprisingly, it was delicious!!!

we finished all the work at about 5pm plus including those washing job... it was a tiring day yet FUNtastic!!!

biology project

yay!!! i passed up my insect collection and plant collection this morning!!! i felt so relief to to hand it over to teacher... my group members had done a great job in this collections... our effort were beyond words description...

let me show you my insect collection...

nice huh??? too bad, i didnt take any picture of my plant collection...

renovation!!!

yay!!! i have changed my bloggie layout, finally!!! yet, the background still remain the same typical black... my bloggie is so pinkish now... pinkish header, pink words and pinkish bambino nuffnang ads... lovely huh??? perhaps not to my guy friends... and maybe some of my girl friends too... haha... whatever, i just wanted to do something different on my bloggie... you know, since i have plenty of time now, after my freaking final exam... oh no, no, i dont have much time!!! i need to complete my biology projects before wednesday!!! the biology projects are the insect collection and plant collection that i have mentioned before... wait a minute, have i mentioned before??? erm... well, it doesnt matter... what the heck am i crapping here???

read this:

PINK - Pink symbolises romance and fantancy. You are a day dreamer who is adored. You love to be spoiled. Affectionate and friendly,You make people feel at ease. You can be very playful. You like to feel protected, at needed at the same time. However, your nature is so gentle and soft that you might find it difficult to say no. You are always there for those whom you love. sweet and charming, you hate to be wrongly accused. People who favourite colour is pink are helpless romantics whose life will crumble without love.
~quoted from google search~

oh yes, i am full time day dreamer... i have always wanted to be protected... the feeling of being protected is so sweet!!! my nature is gentle and soft??? is mine??? haha... yea, sometimes, it's just hard to say "no" to people... wow!!! i am sweet and charming!!! nothing is more true than this!!! haha... okay, i should put a fullstop to this self-praising crap, in case someone gives me a forcefulness punch... undeniable, i hate to be wrongly accused... i dont think anyone likes to be wrongly accused... helpless romantics??? am i??? no way, my life will not crumble without couple love!!! i am the living evident!!! haha...

pinkish pictures time!!!

oh my god!!! a dog with pink fur??? eww!!! it's so...so... unattractive... it's purely my own personal stand... no offence to those people who love doggie with pink fur...

looks like i change my bloggie to pink way too early... should have changed it next year february... haha...

nice huh??? there are pink sapphires on the face of the watch!!! okay, it is on my christmas wish list!!! hehe... actually, it doesnt make any difference whether i put it on my christmas wish list, because no one will buy it for me... guys, buy it for your girlfriend, only if your girlfriend like pink... haha... by the way, i am not promoting this watch...

wow!!! it's 12.06am now... enough of this crappy post... time for me to ditch into my piggyland... xoxo!!!

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

1. Whats your ambition?
~ succeed in life and become rich and famous...

2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
~ frankly, i thought of it a few times before...

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ no... i always lack of confidence...

4. How many babies you want?
~ none... not really fancy on kids...

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ of cause... i saw it several times...

6. What is your goal for this year?
~ get good result in all my examination... have many friends especially close friends... get more present during christmas??? hehe...

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ not at all...

8. What do you say about your life now?
~ it's hard to say... sometimes, i feel that it is great... sometimes, i feel that it is terrible... lately, i think my life is more to the terrible side... everything seems to be wrong... no one seems to really care about me...

9. What feeling do you love most?
~ happy... the real happy from my deep heart core...

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
~ mind you, i have high requirement... so, i'd better not to tell here... hehe...

11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
~ i didnt hate anyone... eventhough i always tell people i hate them...

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ i dont think i am this kind...

13. What does flying means to you?
~ freedom... no burden...

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ care!!!

15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
~ anywhere that kind draw a smile on my face and concentrate laughter in the atmosphere around me...

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
~ i will remember her in my heart...

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
~ eat... shopping... sit glued in front of computer... travelling on the wave of music...

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
~ older in term of age but younger in term of physical look... haha...

19. What is your lucky number?
~ dont know...

20. What is your favourite food?
~ a lot... lamb chop... cheesy wedges... lays potato chips... ice-cream... shark porridge... pumkin soup... curry mutton... and bla bla bla...

I shall tag:
~ no one...

tagged by HERMES!!!

THE SELF
[01] Real name: *secret*... hehe...
[02] Nickname: fern fern!!!
[03] Married: single and available...
[04] Zodiac Sign: gemini baby!!!
[05] Gender: good question!!! let me check first... erm... male??? no... female??? oh yes, female!!!
[06] Age: *secret*... hehe...
[07] High school: SABS...
[08] College: no money for college... that is why here i am, in form six...
[09] Height: i hate this question!!! skip!!!
[10] Weight: oh god, another disaster question... again, skip!!! hehe...
[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes...
[12] Piercings: none... will have in the future...
[13] Right or left: righty...
[14] Are you a freak: maybe...
[15] Hair: shoulder length...
[16] Skin: dark...
[17] Allergic: yea... to seafood... but i have never bother about it... hehe...
[18] What are you doing now: answering this survey...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: watch television!!!
[20] What will you do 10 years later: how i know??? i am not a fortune teller...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : my beloved mommy and my sister...
[22] Siblings(included you): 2...
[23] Eldest: me!!!
[24] Youngest: who else??? my sister of cause...
[25] Love/hate your family: obviously, love!!! LOVE!!!

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: what a sad question??? sadly, no!!!
[27] If yes, who is he/she: no idea...
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: i want him to be he himself...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: a few times...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): nope...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): guess so???
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i dont even have my other half!!!
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: cant you understand what i said???
[34] Ever argue with your other half: hello!!! refer to question number 32!!!
[35] You with your other half since: oh my god!!! you seriously got on my nerve!!! let me repeat again, i dont have my other half...
[36] Reasons you love your other half: utterly no idea!!! refer to question 32 please...
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: refer to QUESTION 32!!!
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: *speechless*

THE FRIENDS
[40] Your first best friend: wei jun... during primary school time...
[41] Your first enemy: you!!!
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): i give all my love to my friends...
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): you!!!
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: uncountable!!!
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: loss count!!!
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: erm... slutty girls???
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: dinosaur boys???
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: nah...
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no...
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: i will feel sad and angry...
[51] If your friend betray you: i will consider about our relationship...
[52] If your friend woo your lover: whatever...
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: is this possible???
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: then, girls please stay away from me if you are not lesbian...
[55] Are you a good student: not really...
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: haha... get it???
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: a lot...
[58] Always late to school/college: nope...
[59] You love your seniors: some...
[60] Seniors who you love the most: erm... dont know...
[61] Your classmates good/bad: not good... but great!!!
[62] Excellent result classmate: wow!!! hui ling, yong qian, yi shin, li yu and bla bla bla...
[63] Laziest classmate: all of us...
[64] Smart people: a lot!!!
[65] Stupid people: mr r!!! hehe...
[66] Good looking people: everyone is good looking in my class...
[67] Ugly people: none...
[68] Funny people: hui ling, ang, yi shin and others...
[69] Cute people: all my classmates are cute...
[70] Bad people: mr r???
[71] Honest people: does my class have honest people???
[72] Acting people: hui ling!!! she is a good actress!!!
[73] You are what kind of people: ask my friends...

THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: eyes!!!
[75] Hugs or kisses: can i choose both???
[76] Shorter or taller: taller of cause...
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: in the middle...
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: both!!!
[79] Listener or Talker: listener...
[80] Romantic or rich: both!!!
[81] Good husband or good father: huh???

THE FUTURE
[82] Age to get marry: utterly no idea...
[83] Numbers of kid(s): none...
[84] Career: cardiac surgeon...
[85] Salary: the more the better...
[86] Retirement age: 40!!!
[87] Properties value: the higher the better...
[88] Wishes: all my wishes come true...

THE VICTIMS
* KERRYN
* SHWU TENG
* JOLENE