SPAIN won!!!

how can SPAIN won??? how can my GERMANY lost??? i spent whole night watching my shoo-in GERMANY lost... it's kinda dissapointing... howbeit, i started to like TORRES from SPAIN... his performance was outstanding...

*sigh*... everything is over now, no more football match... i can dash off to my piggy dreamland earlier... haha...

my crazy so called family

let me introduce my crazy so called family members...



my grandpapa: siz boon...
my grandmama: michelle...



my uncle: ikram... (product of grandpapa and grandmama)
my aunty: kauree...
my cousin: harmin...



my uncle: jun hong... (progeny of grandpapa and grandmama) *he used to be my CSI daddy [harmin said he looks like the guy in CSI] , but he was disqualified due to his wifeless status and disorder*


my daddy: andrew... (joined us indirectly because of mama)
my mama: lydia... (grandpapa and grandmama's one and only baby girl)


my aunties: rinuga & sharon... (ikram, jun hong & lydia's cousin)


what a big family!!! my family is a superb multi racial family!!! haha...

emo day

today is such an emo day... i am so down and dont feel like wanna talk... dont worry, i will be fine soon... regard the prom pictures, i havent copied all yet... i prefer to upload all in one shot... sorry ya!!!

i found a few cute emo picture in google... see this,

emo music...


loner in rain...


reddish bulgy eyes...


panty-heads...


dreamer...


the pictures are cute, arent they???

chinese chess

haha... today i stayed back with JO EN for chinese chess game... unbelievable??? nevermind... i myself also think so... haha... actually, i played chinese chess was merely for fun... nothing much... didnt expect to win... we got shock when we went into the class because both of us were the only girls who participated... regardless, a big THANKS for my opponent who bear with me, endure with me... i think i am the worst player he had ever seen... haha... looks like i really have to learn the rudimentary skills of chinese chess... haha...

direction changing???

i am in dilemma again... after a series of rejection waves, i have started to have doubt within me... i ponder on the dream port that i have always wanted to head to... is my dream port really suits me??? i used to thought it is a perfect destination for me... but now... it no longer seems so... if it is, why the heck i was rejected??? however, there's another voice question me about my heart destination... now i am torn between the voice of my heart and the song of realism... should i change my direction, ship to another destination???

i dont have golden compass to foresee the future...


by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! MUAHXXX...

money money money

money money, dont leave me!!! stay with me please!!!

i spent so much lately... reference books, stationary, prom and so on... oh yes, the prom... i really spent a lot just for the prom... you know, ticket, dress, hair done and bla bla bla... looks like i have to tighten my belt for this few weeks to cover my outlay... but then, tomorrow is my beloved mum's birthday... my head is spinning like hurricane now... i have no idea what to buy for my mum... anyone has any idea??? by the way, i saw a few of the prom pictures printed by michelle this morning... it's nice... everyone looked like model, gorgeous!!! (except me... haha...)... i will upload the pictures soon after i copy from michelle, kauree and harmin...

the day after prom night

*sigh*... finally, the prom night was over... yesterday was great yet busy... busy to get my hair done... busy to polish my nails... busy to dress up... busy to make up... busy to contact with my darling friends... busy to take picture... busy to watch the performance... busy to find stuff... busy to talk... busy to laugh... busy to sell roses... BUSY BUSY BUSY... now, busy is gone and followed by miss... i miss the moments... i enjoyed them and really want to experience them again... the moments were beyond words... i will upload the pictures soon so that the pictures are able to speak on behalf of me... hopefully next year prom will be much greater... haha... OMG!!! today i cant even wake up... i have to go back to school at 8am for PBSM... i dragged my ponderous shiftless body to bath and prepare my bag... can u imagine??? yesterday, i went home later than 11.30pm and today, i have to wake up at 7am something for PBSM which started at 8am!!! during marching session, there was a tall guy stood beside me... i felt so awkward when lurus barisan... his shoulder position was much higher than i am!!! some people started to laugh when they saw this... why cant somebody shorter stand beside me??? WHY WHY WHY??? this is the disadvantage of being a shortie... before pen off,

HARMIN~ thanks for borrowed me the black heels and fetched me home... if not i would have worn a white heels which are not matching with my dress...
JOEN~ thanks for fetched me to MS GARDEN... it's nice to go salon with u... i will never forget our self make up learning time... it's FUN-TASTIC!!! haha...
KAUREE~ thanks for make up for me... if not i would have look like a country pumpkin... oh ya, u were such a HOTTIE yesterday!!!
MICHELLE~ X was finding for u yesterday!!! haha...
SHARI~ enjoy your journey to KEDAH!!! by the way, i didnt manage to do what we planned... the situation went out of our plan!!! *sigh with exasperation*...

it's time to start fraying with my study and minimise my social life...

hasta la vista, shari!!!

we had so much fun in these few weeks... laughing... talking... crapping... today, u suddenly told me and harmin that u will be going to AIMST next monday... SHARI, y u wanna leave us??? i should feel happy for your leaving because this is about your future... we cant be selfish... today is a great day... i will never forget the LUCIFER DAY... oh ya, SHARI, i hope tomorrow u will make your mind go to the prom with us... i really want u to go to the prom tomorrow night... it's like the last night for us together... it's also the last night u can tease michelle... haha... HARMIN!!! OMG!!! today is really your birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HARMIN!!! MUAX!!! LOVE U SO MUCH!!!

birthday without birthday cake is not a birthday... so, let my small little cutie mouse send u a birthday cake on behalf of me...

this is how the cake looks... voila, mamma mia!!!

here's a birthday card for u...

once and for all

i have just walked back from school... the sun was shining brightly directly onto my face... my shirt was soggy and my hair was freaking messy... regretted i didnt bring my baby aquarius umbrella... normally i bring umbrella to school whenever i am walking back home... dont know why i can forgot about it this morning... i must remember to bring next time... did i mention about my hair just now??? yea, i did... now i tie my hair everyday to school... the reason is i kena tahan by a few unreasonable malay prefects on monday!!! (no offence on race, it's just a description)... my hair is not even up to shoulder length!!! how can i tie my hair??? luckily, i was not saman by the prefects... thanks for the two chinese prefects who let me go... real thankful to both of u... after this incident, i tried to tie my hair yesterday and today... and yes, i succeeded to tie my hair... but it must be tied in a real wet condition... so hard to tie... i spent hours just to tie my hair... some hairs started to release themselves from my hairband... because they are way too short to be tied... cant even tie them... i wonder what rule is this??? ok, enough for complaining about that... let's talk about something elating... ONCE AND FOR ALL, I bought my dress... i am going to the prom... but then, other problems start to popping out... heels problem... hair problem... make up problem... my heels doesnt match with my dress... hope harmin's heels can suit my dress... my school work is tonning up now... okay, it's enough for this post... i have to draw the 3D organelles... if not, ... ... (no idea what will happen)... haha...

days

wow!!! i have not been updated my blog for a long time... actually, i wanted to post about my orientation week last friday, the last day of the orientation week... but the time didnt allow me to do so... i was rushing to KL last friday right after school and just came back this morning... oh my god, i was so induced to sleep today at school especially during PA2 periods!!! i personally think that it was freaking boring!!! maybe it was because of no one talked to me during that two periods... the girl sat beside me at dewan kuliah, Lai Mei (sorry if i spelt your name wrongly) is a goody two shoes... her mouth was dormant during the study time... howbeit, she is a lovely girl with a bright smile on her face all the time... CUT!!! enough regarding that... let's talk about the orientation week... it was okay... we played all sort of games like ice breaking, draw flag for our own groups, create trademark, frog game, kamil kata, explorace, stage performance, so called school service and bla bla bla... what is so nice about the orientation week is we got to know each other better, and got the chance to enjoy ourselves before start fraying with STPM... i dont know what to tell about the orientation week... it's beyond words... i woud like to say sorry to my group's leader for being so sarcastic... anyone is going to the prom??? i would like to go but i cant find any outfit... i went to megamall and east coast mall but bought nothing... sorry, harmin!!! please dont kill me... i still hope i can know the splendor of the prom vicariously from u... i'd better to pen off now and continue to watch BONES, one of my favourite and do my biology assignment...

seven deadly sins quiz

i found this quiz on my friend, karlisyle's blog when i was dilly-dallying lingering around the blog sphere... it's just a simple quiz... i am not sure about the veracity of the quiz... maybe it is very true... maybe it is just a freaking non-sense quiz... looks like i realy dont recognise myself... tell me how true the test is... i would appreciate the comments given a lot... i need people's comments to transform to a better me...

so, this is the result i got...

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	High
Pride:	High

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

how??? is it accurate??? frankly, i think it is kinda accurate... haha... oh ya, i will post about my orientation week soon after the orientation week over... 2 more days to go...

new partner i shall bravely meet

once and for all, friday (7th of june) became a part of our history... indeed, it was neither freaking friday nor fabulous friday... for me, it's just a normal friday with SIMPLE LIFE at 10pm, JANICE DICKINSON at 11pm and DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE at... ops... DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES is showing at 12am something... it's saturday... okay, so no DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES on friday... by the way, i am watching it now... haha... i like multi tasking... especially slave to the internet while sit glued in front of television... just to tell, my computer and television are at the same so called 'neighborhood' (a.k.a living room)... haha... harmin told me she's going to transfer to art stream yesterday... as a friend, i should feel happy for u as your father finally nodded his head to your demand... and yes, i do feel happy for u... on the contrary, i am unhappy... it's just simply because i lost my partner... who's going to sit with me next week??? utterly no idea... now jo en is with lai mei (sorry if i spelt your name wrongly...)... others are all in pairs too... so, i am left out!!! one more thing, i realised that i forgot most of my new friends' names!!! i'm sorry... i don't mean to do so... looks like i have to re-ask them their name on monday and find a partner!!! hopefully they wont get angry on me for forgetting their names...

school is going to re-open!!!

when school holiday started, i dislike it...

when it going to end, i am not willing to let it go...

the clock on the wall is ticking non-stop...

i think i had better enjoy the time left...

and start battle when school re-open!!!

the picture is merely an inspiration...

bravo!!!

light was streaming from the PSD door when i applied for its scholarship... i walked towards the door with a baskeful of hope... maybe not a basketful... only half of the basket... nearer and nearer... oh, i saw the door... it was not far from me... i walked even faster... for what??? just to get into the entrance of PSD... eventually, i reached the door... only one more tiny little step was needed to enter... but the door shut down... cries of disapoinment reverberated in my enervated heart... tears were rolling down on my cheek... i was about to start my journey to go back where i had come from... something halted me... the voice told me there's a second path lead to another PSD entrance... without hesitation, i bolted towards the second entrance with the instruction given... i saw the light from the door... however, it was not as bright as the first one... it was dimmer... much dimmer... i ran even faster and yay, i was in front of the door... by the time i wanted to move my little foot to cross the entrance, once again the door shut down mercilessly... there's even a sign board written, no third entrance available... tear babies didnt roll down this time because they knew their consolations were not needed as i had become tougher in the journey... undeniable, the sadness was there... silently, i walked away not to commit self mutilation but to continue the journey of life... maybe my life will be better without PSD... who knows???

p/s: congratulations to those who got PSD!!! bravo!!!

pictures taken during SJK (C) KUANG HWA golden jubilee dinner

i feel terrible now... i have been sicked for few days... all parts of my body have started to yell in pain... headache, sore throat, nose pain and bla bla bla... yesterday night was a sleepless night... cant sleep due to my sickness... i felt freaking cold... eventhough i wore sweater and socks and two layers of thick blankets covered me, i can still feel the intense cold... after that, i felt terribly hot... lots of sweat was exuding out... however, i felt better today... hope tomorrow will be much better... hope tonight is not another sleepless night...

haha... i think i will feel good if this week were not school holidays... can have a good excuse to skip school... haha...

in fact, i am not intended to complain about my sickness... my purpose of writing this new post is simply to inform that i am way too lazy to upload those pictures taken during SJK (C) KUANG HWA golden jubilee dinner... too many pictures were taken... but then, i uploaded them on my friendster account...

GOLDEN JUBILEE OF SJK (C) KUANG HWA

yesterday, 31ST of may was golden jubilee celebration dinner of SJK (C) KUANG HWA... hey, i am a former student of SJK (C) KUANG HWA... that wasnt a perfect school but utterly a great school... i went to the diner for chinese traditional music performance... the diner was started at about 7pm something... guess what time we, the chinese traditional music performers went there??? we reached there at 2pm!!! we spent 5 hours there to sauna!!! the sauna wasnt refreshing at all!!! no fans... no air-cond... they on the air-cond when the diner was about to start... all of us were perspiring like a sweaty hippo... haha... of cause, we did changed our cloth before performance...

our performance was the 1ST... everything went well... no one did wrong during the performance... erm... maybe not... maybe some of the kids did some tiny little mistakes... but is okay... it didnt affect the performance... mind u, most of our player are primary school kids... only 20 plus of us are from secondary school... automatically, we are the senior...

after the eprformance, we kept all the instruments in c (speed of light)... reason: all of us were hungry like a wolf (a song sang by david cook!!! nope nope, i am not promoting the song... it's just a coincidence... haha...) as we only ate a bread since afternoon... when we senior went to our table, found out that our table was conquered by other performers who unberknownst to us... it was written there that the table was ours!!! how can they did that to us??? fine!!! we were freaking pissed off with them...

after that, one teacher asked us to sit at another table which had been used by other performers who also unbeknownst to us... the waitress was terrible too... she brought us a plate of dish only after centuries and refused to change the tableware for us... we told her the tableware was used by other people... but she just simply ignored it... she just changed us the glasses... i think she just poured away the water in the glasses and gave back to us... there were only three options for us: eat with the used tableware, dont eat, and eat with hands... which would u choose??? well, we chose the options, eat with hands!!! it was so unsightly!!! what to do??? haha...

later on, we became thieves... we found some clean tableware on a table... without hesitation, we grabbed them!!! haha... not just that, we even grabbed the dishes which left by the kids!!! we ate the left dishes!!! haha...

after our tummies were cured, we started to talk and take all kinds of eccentric pictures... we even invited some little models to take picture with us... some of the leng zhai ah boys and leng lui ah girls were so excited... unfortunatately, my beloved ah boy didnt want to take picture with me... sob sob... nevermind, i snapped some of his photo without his knowing... haha... *evil*... haha... we concluded that most of the leng zhai ah boys are from SJK (C) PEI CHAI... anyone wanna see leng zhai ah boys, go SJK (C) PEI CHAI!!! haha... those uncles and aunties were looking at us when we were taking pictures ceaselessly...

finally, the time came, the bus came, and we can go home!!! i reached home about 12.10am!!!

abbreviated conclusion: it was a remarkable day!!!

p/s: pictures will be uploaded soon... some pictures were with my friends...

tagged by ANN and JEAN

8 things I'm passionate about:
*internet!!!
*intriguing movies and tv show!!!
*music!!! who can live without music??? haha...
*food!!! i cant resist yummy food... haha...
*shopping!!!
*learn new things which i am interested in!!! haha...
*travel!!! i wanna travel around the world!!! haha...
*take picture!!! started to love take picture with friends since yesterday... especially those eccentric one... haha...

8 things I say or do too often:

{say}
*huh??? i am always blur...
*hi!!!/hey!!! common greeting...
*tata!!!/bye!!! everyone says this...
*is it???
*what's your problem??? i only say this to harmin... haha...
*what???
*OMG!!! God must be very busy if everybody say it so often like me...
*let's go jalan-jalan!!! i started to say this without knowing it... new disease... haha...

{do}
*online online and online!!!
*listen to nice songs!!! especially david cook's songs... i am freaking obsessed over him lately...
*check message!!! that's if my hp rang...
*talk talk talk!!!
*sleep sleep sleep!!!
*practice my music pieces!!! gotta prepare for my exam...
*imagine and think!!!
*eat eat eat!!!

8 things i've read recently:
*msn text sent by my darling chen chen!!!
*bloggies!!!
*recom!!! i check recom very often... haha...
*entertainment part in newspaper!!! haha...
*menu!!!
*A-level general paper book!!!
*my small little notebook!!!
*david cook's song lyrics!!! i heart him a lot... haha... princessanicole, dont steal him away!!!

8 songs i could listen over and over again:
*always be my baby by david cook!!!
*dream big by david cook!!!
*all right now by david cook!!!
*ai wo de liang ge ren!!! i have no idea who sang this song...
*pocketful of sunshine by natasha bedingfield!!!
*sitting, waiting, wishing!!! cant remeber who sang this song...
*flight of bumble bee by maksim!!! i love him a lot too... a great pianist!!!
*frosty the snowman!!! i listen it not only during christmas.... haha... i am bizzare??? perhaps...

8 things I learned last year:
*form 4 and form 5 syllabus!!!
*dont do things on impulse!!!
*speak english more often!!!
*be more calculative!!! nope nope, not in treating people but in shopping... must buy cheap yet quality goods...
*stand for longer period!!!
*use the cashier machine!!!
*grow up??? but then, i think i didnt learn much... there's still a ten-year-old kid living in me...
*dont do things at eleventh hour!!! i learnt this from last year spm... haha...

8 people to tag:
*Emily!!!
*Kerryn!!!
*Karlisyle!!!
*Calvin!!!
*Enwei!!!
*Jo En!!!
*Yong Qian!!!
*Jyo Lyn!!!

roundabout

the words on the picture are too small to be seen... unless u open the picture on your own... nevermind... let me tell what is written there...

"sometimes there is no right way to turn and we must go the only way that is left.."

i accidentally found this meaningful picture with wonderful words playing... it is very true... sometimes we must turn round and round to find our way when we lost for direction... my abbreviated opinion: this picture is brilliant!!!