driving test? speeding test?

I had my driving test today. Oh my god, i was freaking nervous while waiting for the uncle who gave me driving lesson. Palms sweating, blood pumping vigorously, heart beating rapidly, couldn't even sit properly. Tick, tick, tick. Where's uncle? He told me he would fetch me at 8am and the needles in the clock were pointing 8.20am! Luckily, uncle did come to fetch me. He was late because he had to fetch other girls who was going to take driving test.

When we reached there, same normal boring thing, registration. Waited, waited and waited until 10am. It's my turn to do parking and go up hill. I did both good. No stopping before line, no forgetting about raising hand, no accident. I finished it pretty fast yet still have to wait for my turn for "outing". *LOL* Know what, i waited until 12pm++! I was the first who did parking and up hill among us, four girls, yet i was the last who did driving. I was so impatient while waiting, all the nervous bits in me gone.

Yay, my name was called. It's my turn to do driving! I was nervous again! *LOL* I started to drive out slowly. At first, i drove at speed about 40km/h to 60km/h. This was what uncle taught me, not to exceed 60km/h. However, the tester asked me to drive faster! End up, i drove at speed more than 80km/h in the whole journey! It's my first time to drive so fast! Even when i was driving down hill, the tester still asked me to speed! There's another car which was also a driving test taker over take me. Can you imagine how fast he drove? At that moment, i was driving at about 100km/h. The tester started to scold me when he saw the other driving test taker over take me. So, i had to speed more! Not only that, i was asked to over take other cars! It's my first time to over take other cars! Actually, it's sort of fun. *LOL* After i finished the journey, I drove safely back to the driving school. Yea, safely. *LOL*

So, what about your driving test experience?

sleeping hours

Yesterday, my sleeping hours was totally screwed up. I used up my whole afternoon in printing my biology ecology project. A big bold capital THANKS to you, RAJ!!! It's supposed to be your job and now I had to do it. What the fuck? Watch out after school reopen! Don't you dare to transfer to another school! Pay me the cartridge before you buzz off! I missed my afternoon nap all because of this shitty fella's fault! I thought I could take my princess sleep after i watched 8pm news. Yea, I watched news! Surprise? *Lol* Howbeit, Sharen had not arrive after the 8pm news over. Then, i peeped some bloggies. I peeped, peeped and peeped until 9pm++ yet her shadow had not even turn up. I couldnt resist the falling of my eyelids. At last, i fell asleep in the hug of my teddies. My mom had to be my fedex, passed those papers to Sharen. Sorry, Sharen, I was way too sleepy. Not long, my phone started to yell at me non stop. Fine, i woke up and checked. It was message from Boon Loong. No, should be "invitation". Online invitation to talk about PBSM blood donation. I had to dragged my ponderous body all the way to downstairs to attend meeting on msn. Discussed, discussed and discussed with Boon Loong and Kok Leong until about 10pm+. Finally, we came to conclusion. Great! I could ditch into my piggyland. There you go, another obstacle. It's not really an obstacle but a temptation. My sister was watching Smiling Pasta! *Sigh* You know what happen next. I watched until 11pm+ then only I resume my sleeping hours. Impact: I coundn't even wake up early today. Conclusion: Never ever on your mobile phone when you sleep!

merry christmas!

I hereby to wish everyone


[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*]

experimenting

Want to know what i have been doing lately? Just shut your mouth and navigate away if you dont want to know. I have been doing something my mom called unrealistic. I browsed through those web site related to US universities application. I want to apply for US universities. Sounds silly for a form six student like me? Perhaps, a little. So what, sue me, i am idealistic! I dont care! I wont lose anything except a pocketful of money. I will use the money i got from JPA and take it as a high risk investment. I dont know what the outcome would be; I have no idea whether i would succeed. Howbeit, I do know I am doing an experiment with low possibility to succeed. I seriously do. But, i know i will not be satisfied if i dont take a try. I will regret for my whole life. Even if i failed, i will have nothing to regret, i tried. *touchwood touchwood* I think this is the real me, the me who willing to try; the venturesome me who willing to take risk.

So, BOA, stop slacking!

the day the earth stood still

frankly, this movie is sucks!!! i dont like it at all... not entirely dislike, perhaps... exception is given to keanu reeves... he looks sort of good in the movie... haha... the whole story is ridiculous especially the "iron ultraman"... yes, is the giant robot thingy which i call it "iron ultraman"... dont you think it looks like ultraman??? it just stood around, bored and sulking... remember the chinese oldman klaatu met??? the oldman has a grandson!!! why the heck didnt the genes in the oldman pass down to his offspring??? i mean the alien genes... how come his grandson knew nothing??? he should have known something difference about him, right??? the whole plot is slow... look at the chase where Klaatu, the lady proffesor and the cute boy whom i doubted is a girl at the begining... they didnt even try to hide as if they knew that government agents couldnt find them... i am not the only one who critic this movie... my friends said so too... well, all the above is merely my opinion... this kind of thing is subjective, depends on one's liking and fancy...

don't read

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of all the people, why you released your anger on me??? of all the time, why you scolded me in front of so many people??? of all the ways to relax yourself, why you chose to scold me???

why you scolded me for things i didnt do??? i hate you when you scolded me for things i didnt even do... i am not a tool for you to release your anger... i dont mind to be scolded for no reason once in a blue moon but not all the time!!! get it??? i am controlling my patience... i respect you... on the other hand, can you please understand that my patience actually has a limit???

I AM NOT HAPPY!!!

i am head over heels over him

sorry for the previous emo post... i need some place to express my feeling... i feel good after i voice it out... in the other way round, i feel naked because my feeling is exposed to everyone... conflict... anyway, thanks to those who gave me advice...

by the way, i have finished reading midnight sun!!! midnight sun is another version of twilight... it was written in the view of edward cullen... unfortunately, it was only a draft... stephanie meyer doesnt want to continue it... so sad... meanwhile, i am waiting for the other four books to arrive... dang slow... i want to read my edward cullen!!!

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indecisive

what is my ambition??? i used to know it clear and would able to answer it with confident... however, it has gone... i have been living in the shadow of my failure for quite some time... i have always wanted to kick my ass out from the flash in the pan... i just failed to do so... i am not strong enough for that, i guess... thinking over and over again... what i want to do in the future??? who i wanna be??? what kind of life i want??? i am not certain about my future... i cant see any further from upper six... it seriously bother me a lot these days... i am trying to find the answer... to be precise, trying to know who i actually am... i think i lost myself... maybe i am too desperate to be normal, to blend in with everyone else around me... i dont want to be a special-less freak... all i want is to be myself, understand myself... it seems simple in words but utterly not when you are dealing with it... know what, i actually browsed through some career descriptions to find out which i keen on and which suits me best... medical studies??? i dont think it suits me anymore... i mean i flunked my scholarship application for medical studies... so, it proves that i am not that type... business??? i think i like it but the problem is am i the business type??? forensic science??? yea, i like it... still, it is somehow another version of medical studies... so, same question again, am i that type??? law??? well, i think my personality may not suit this field... pharmacy??? i am straight about it... no deviation presence... psychologist??? well, i think i myself need one... see, how puzzle i am... see, how cowardice i am, i should say... cowardice in me sometimes halting me from doing things... i think what i can do is keep trying to find my interest... perhaps, i should snap away the coward me...

haphazard

delicious huh???



gotcha!!! it's actually a key chain... i found it at PADINI...


some other pictures i took at COLD STORAGE before Halloween... i took the pictures out of the cuteness of those pumpkins... with those hairs, make up and expressions...

hot seat

i was in the hot seat twice yesterday night!!!

yesterday night i was chatting with my friends on msn... suddenly, i saw a friend of mine pop up... i had never seen her online on msn before... so, i got excited and crapped with her... i crapped, crapped and crapped... after about more than 15 minutes, unanticipatedly, she asked me who am i... at first, i thought she was joking... so, i pretended that i was angry... then, she appologised to me and said that she added many friends lately, couldnt remember all the friends she added... so, i didnt think much, continue to chat with her... as time passed, i realised that there was something wrong... it seemed that she had totally lost her memory, about our classmates, our projects and all... so was she, she felt that there was something wrong too... i asked for her full name... when she gave me her full name, i was like oh my god... her name was LAI SI TING whereas my friend's name was LEE SI TING... oh my god, i crapped with someone i didnt know for so long... how could i make such boo boo??? it's all SI TING's fault!!! i mean my friend, SI TING not the unknown... she gave me this e-mail... i didnt suspect anything because the e-mail had the name SI TING... i couldn't stop laughing after that... this was the first incident...

the second incident was no big deal... it's just a small case which happened on msn too... i asked mayling when she was going to kl... indeed, she had been staying in kl for quite some time... see, how absent-minded i am...

tagged by YONG QIAN!!! Perfect Love???

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
> Thunder - Boys Like Girls

2. How would you describe yourself?
> Mamma Mia - Abba (lol)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
> 爱情/love - Orange (omg!!! such an coincidence)

4. How do you feel today?
> 病态 - Yoga Lin (lol)

5. What is your life's purpose?
> The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

6. What is your motto?
> Forever - Chris Brown

7. What do your friends think of you?
> Crush - David Archuleta (lol... i didnt know that this is how my friend think of me!!! lol...)

8. What do you think of your parents?
> Get Low - Florida ft T-pain

9. What do you think about very often?
> 给我一首歌的时间 - Jay Chou

10. What is 2+2?
> Hot and Cold - Katy Perry

11. What do you think of your best friends?
> A Night To Remember - High School Musical 3

12. What do you think of the person you like?
> Now or Never - High School Musical 3 (lol)

13. What is your life?
> I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
> I Am Yours - Jason Mraz

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
> When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brother (nice one)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
> Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis (is this suitable for wedding???)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
> 龙战骑士 - Jay Chou (wow!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
> Mimpi - Danell Lee (lol... suits me...)

19. What is your biggest fear?
> 魔术先生 - Jay Chou (lol... what a fear???)

20. What is your biggest secret?
> Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton (lol... nice answer...)

21. What do you think of your friends?
> One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks

22. What will you post this as?
> Perfect Love - Henley

I tag:

* Emily
* Ikram
* Karlisyle
* Kerryn
* Su Jean

conversation with lawlaw

location: dining room...

lawlaw: eh fern, nowadays you eat a lot hor???

at that moment, i was eating my second breakfast... it was about 11am...

fern: where got???

lawlaw: 7am, eat... 10am, eat again... 1pm, hungry again, wolf for food one more time... then, 4pm, craving for food already, attack the food once more... sometimes 6pm, tummy empty already, have to cure your tummy once again...

then, i remembered the conversation between lawlaw and the lady who sells kuih yesterday at the restaurant... the lady said that her about 11 years old daughter ate a lot nowadays like a shark, took many meals per day because her daughter was growing up... so, i extract out the lady's dialogue...

fern: i am growin up, needs more nutrition...

lawlaw: yalo, growing side way ma...

fern: *laughing*

looks like i really have to cut down my meal... i dont want to grow sideway inch by inch... i think the personality test frederick sent me is pretty accurate... i am really a boa!!! eat hell lot like a boa...

fern BOA

p/s: lawlaw is my mom... that is how i call my mom...

i am Boa

yesterday, frederick sms-ed me a sort of like personality test... i think most of you got it too... the animal personality test that ask for 3 animals you see when you go into the jungle... if i am not mistaken, the question is something like this:

what is the animal you see when you go into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you walk deeper into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you want to go out from the jungle?

the animal i chose was squirrel, tiger and boa...

know what's the analysis? the first animal represents what you think about yourself; the second animal corresponds to what other people think about yourself; and the last animal stands for the real you...

this means that i think am a squirrel but other people think i am a tiger... do you guys really think i am a tiger??? hey, i am gentle, okay??? last but not least, i am actually a boa!!!??? BOA!!!??? frederick even said it suits me!!! i didnt realise that i am actually a boa... maybe i am a boa, eat a lot like a boa...

or maybe i am not like the emerald tree boa in the picture above... instead, maybe i am more to the boa shown in the pcitrue below... haha... *dreaming again!!!*

Boa Kwon

these days

i have been wasting my holidays... things i have done are all nothing do with study... instead, movies, television series show, novels, internet have conquered a lion's share of my holiday...

the new novels i read during this crappy holiday:

The Art Of French Kissing...

i borrowed this books from my school library... it was all about a beautiful lady who went to Paris after she was dumped by her fiance and betrayed by her best friends. i love the description about Paris... it triggered my lust for Paris...

Memoirs Are Made Of This

I dont really like this book... it was kind of sleep inducing at the exposition and rising action stage... the climax was middling, approveable...

The Vampire Diaries 1 & 2

i like this novels... the story line was unpredictable and exciting... i hardly stopped when i started this book... i couldnt resist to read till the end... by the way, there were some differences between the vampires in this novels and the vampires in TWILIGHT... whatever, vampires in both novels are all good looking and charming...

movies that i watched these days:

Twilight

this is the latest movie i watched... know what, i watched it twice!!! this movie is darn nice... but then, someone said not nice... this has proven that he has no taste... maybe i shouldnt say he has no taste... instead, i should say he has no self opinion... he hasnt even watch it... haha... i guess he wont spend his precious time to read my bloggie... so, nevermind...

Disaster Movie

this movie is all crap...

Madagascar2

i laughed a lot when i watched Madagascar2... the penguins were so cute... i couldnt believe that the giraffe loved the hippo... hardly imagine the physical appearance of their kids... haha...

Prison Break

well, this is not a movie... it is a drama i downloaded... it's all HUI LING's fault... i got addicted all because of her, she talked so much about it... Michael Scofield is such a genius... undeniable, it is eye-popping, hair-raising and spine-tingling...

American Pie Beta House

this show is so funny... however, it is not for under 18 since it has those "scenes"... haha...

High School Musical3

i am not fond of this movie... no offence to those who like it...

A Litre of Tears

i cried when i watched this movie... actually, i watched A Litre of Tears before but it was a drama series... in fact, the movie and the drama series are the same... the story was so lacrimal gland stimulating...