Bits and Pieces

Moved

2009-06-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

I changed my bloggie!
This is my new bloggie: Chili Crab.
Change the link ya!

28th of Mac

2009-03-30T17:00:00.003+08:00

an old schoolmate of mine had been brought away from us in an accident. he was merely a passer by in my life. we were not even close, didnt talk before, i guess. yet, the bad news really shocked me. i had never been thinking any of my schoolmate will leave us so soon. death was once very distant from my thought. it is not anymore after i knew about the his incident. care for those who are still living with us is what we can do now.

To Muhammad Rashid Hidayat,
may you rest in peace.

BLOOD DONATION

2009-03-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone!

It's time to do a good deed!

"a drop of blood, a bit of sharing, a bit of caring, a bit of hope"

Please be informed that this blood donation campaign is as follow:

time: 10am to 4pm
date : 5th of APRIL 2009 (SUNDAY)
venue: Kuantan Parade Shopping Complex (Main Concourse), Kuantan, Pahang.

launch by, YB Chang Hong Seong

organised by: Red Crescent Society (VAD 09)of SMK Sultan Abu Bakar
supported by: Malaysia Red Crescent Society (Pahang Branch)

"donate your blood today, help others to see tomorrow"

quote from youngyew in recom:
Most young people can donate their blood. Many people thought it would be very painful; but it's actually not worse than having someone pinch you for one second or two. Most of the pain comes from the moment the syringe enters your skin, after that it's quite painless (though there might be a bit of pain when the needle is removed).

my two cents:
do take a try if you have not tried to donate your blood before. i am going to take my first try on that day too! see ya!

voice of pictures

2009-03-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

just finished peeking anna wolf's web site. there are plenty of nice pictures. want the link of the web site? scroll down the page of my bloggie, and you will found the link in the column of surf, surf, surf.

here's are a few pictures i stole from the web site. what kind of thief i am, stole people's work and show off? *LOL*

loves the big eyes very much.

just love this picture as a whole.

love the look of the lady which is sort of like waiting for someone.

love the mixture of organised and disorganised.

pretty huh?

enough

2009-03-14T21:10:00.005+08:00

yes, enough of those tests. actually, the tests are quite fun because first i am not that gnirob as before and second i do feel fun. *LOL* by the way, i took those test on quiz box. do take a try on those tests! there are plenty more tests available to all of you. you can sort of know about yourself through those tests. not all the tests are accurate though. so, dont take those tests result too serious, take them easy, okay?

What would i do if my boyfriend dumped me?

2009-03-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You are easy-going and optimistic. If your boyfriend told you that he wanted to stop the relationship, you might say "It's fine with me", give him your biggest smile and wave good-bye easily.

spending style

2009-03-14T21:08:00.000+08:00

Your smart spending score: 60%

You are an average person. Your spending is in line with the amount of money you have. You would save when required and spend when necessary.

sorta true

2009-03-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

Love Test

Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often, seeing them just once in a while is okay.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you don't tend to stay in love for a long time.

jealousy test

2009-03-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

Jealousy Level: 50%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

still gnirob

2009-03-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

gnirob

2009-03-14T20:22:00.004+08:00

feeling a little gnirob, doing this test is only to kill my ssengnirob.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

resensi buku

2009-03-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

finally, the resensi buku was over. i am glad that it was over. actually, i was freaking nervous this morning before i did the resensi buku. luckily, su min and yong qian accompanied me and gave me their 100% mental support. the resensi buku was indeed quite fun eventhough i was nervous at first. as time passed, i felt less and less nervous when i was introducing the book. by the way, the resensi buku i did was about the novel 'if you could see me now' written by cecelia ahern. frankly speaking, doing resensi buku in public was a good experience and i got to see "something". hehe. got to pen off to continue paperwork for club. this new post is merely for me to escape for a few minutes. lol.

cheer!

house

2009-03-07T20:25:00.003+08:00

i have been addicted to house lately. it is a television series about lives of doctors. house is the main character in the series. he is a doctor who is on drug and needs the help of walking stick. i like him. he is not good looking but somehow he is attractive.

here's a video when he plays guitar.

this is the song he plays in season 3 episode 15 if i were not mistaken; unable to post the one which shows he is playing.

go green!

2009-03-07T19:55:00.002+08:00

i cant help myself from slacking. here i am, just finished dressed up my dear bloggie. it's green! the thought of using green suddenly pop out from no where. combination of white, yellow and green is not bad huh? actually, i wanted to put a glitter picture as header but couldnt find a nice and suitable one. so, instead, i found another picture which is the picture of 2 kids hugging. it makes me feel warm and sweet. dont you feel so?

second sponsor hunting

2009-03-07T17:27:00.005+08:00

sorry bloggie for making you such a gnirob. i was overwhelmed by too many unfinished chore piling awaiting me. study, pbsm, tennis and the list goes on and on.

okay, let's talk about my second sponsor hunt. actually, it was pretty funny. at least, it was for me. i went to find sponsor together with boon loong and chee chyn. hmm. he is more commonly known as chong. we went from shops to shops.

when we went to parkson grand area, we had to cross the flyover. i didnt tell them that i actually have height phobia. normally, i was okay with those flyover at my school because there were advertisement boards covering. this one was without advertisement board which meant i could see those cars moving! i couldnt stand that. i started to feel scared. went up the flyover is not a problem. to cross and go down are real problems. when i was crossing, i didnt even dare to look down; when i was going to go down, my eyes needed to look down because if not i would definitely fall over the stairs. luckily both of them offered me hands. *damn untung! 2 leng zhais' hand ar!*

after finished with that area, we went to the parkson grand area. no more flyovers that time. we crossed the road. lol. however, my platform shoes broke in front of mydin! it's fate that i needed to get myself a new one. i broke two pairs of shoes in just 1 day. i broke 1 before i went out; the hook on the shoes was spoilt. then, this one, the platform shoes. can you imagine, broke 2 pairs of shoes in a day? see, it's fate! lol. i went into mydin to get myself a shoes bare feet. no one realised, i guess except the two guys la. i chose the shoes fast like thunder. a white cute ballerina shoes. that was the first pair of shoes i saw. i just grabbed the one with size 36 and went. it's cheap, costed me 13 bucks only. the shoes was sort of thin which made me feel kind of uncomfortable. nevermind, my mom added a layer of base for me when i went home.

other than that, i guess no more diputs thing i did. so far, i did 2 in front both of them. lol. it's embarassing yet funny. hey, it's also a chance to have a good laugh, a way to tighten friendship. lol. i am crapping again.

21st of february

2009-02-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

i slept at around 1am in the morning and woke up at 2am to prepare myself for sungai lembing trip with my classmates. yes, is 'am' not 'pm'. insane? maybe a little. tze loon came to fetch a few of us to pasar for super early breakfast and to meet up with ang and the others. oh god! how could i lost to yipo! i ate slower than her! i was unable to swallow the food. it's too early for me. after that, we went to billy's house to release some fluid and went straight to sungai lembing. i think we reached there around 4am plus. we climb the sungai lembing hill together in darkness.

you know, i am noob in climbing hill. so, i guess you can imagine how i did there. grumbled and mumbled along the way. most of the time happened only in my brain because i was short of breath! looks like i really need to get my ass up for some exercise.

we saw beautiful stars scenes at the top of the hill. achievement number one, reached the top. waited and waited for the sun to rise. chit chatted non stop to kill the boredom. i was kind of emo there, thinking of something happened lately. so, i was backward in time with they chit chatted there. a better version of isolated? looks like the sun was playing hide and seek with us. we didnt manage to watch sun rise. there were too much clouds. nevermind, we still managed to view the sea of the cloud in awe.

after we went down, we headed straight to the food court. i went back by bus alone after i took the second breakfast. weird huh? went there with them together but went back alone. this is the first time i took a sort of like a town bus and i was alone! all by myself! this is achievement number two! it was fun to took bus alone. windy all along the way. howbeit, there were too many stops which made me late for the sponsor thingy. so sorry to them! really sorry! cant say anything besides apology.

i went to school and chatted with them while waiting for zhai zhai. it's good though. i mean i got to talk with them who was sam, kai jie and chee chyn. i have never really talk with them before. dicover number one, i happened to know that chee chyn is from sungai lembing! and he goes back every week. hehe. i have a master plan in my mind right after he said that. i asked him to bring me to sungai lembing. i want to go to the waterfall because i have never been there and i missed the waterfall time with them today. i bombarded chee chyn with lots and lots of questions about the busses to sungai lembing. i seriously want to go there again. anyone wants to go, please let me know! i want to follow!

achievement number three, i went for sponsor hunting for the first ever time! fun and hot. achievement number four, i succeeded in asking for sponsor at restoran alif. that was the only shop we got today as a few of the shops were moved or bankcrupt unbeknownstly and unfindable. is there such word 'unfindable'? *LOL* tired and sweaty. went to pasar again for a drink before i went to megamall to wait for my mom.

this whole day was unexpected. i thought i could forget about the blood donation thingy which haunted me everyday yet i coundnt. instead, i got emo. i thought it would be bored to go sponsor hunting with them as i didnt really know them. i mean i know them but not close. instead, it was pretty interesting and fun. at least for me, it was fun.

conclusion: four achievements and a discover.

time to pen off. have no idea at all when i will blog again.

exhausted

2009-02-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

dear bloggie,

i am very sorry for ditching such a long period. if any one of u wondering why the heck i didnt blog for so long as i used to be a regular blogger, well, i have been very busy lately. i have been sort of exhausted these days. so many things to be done yet so little time provided. you know, monthly test, blood donation, paper works, and the list will never reach an end.

i got a few lessons in recent times. it's free! *LOL*

lesson 1: never judge the book by its' cover.
~someone who looks like a nerd doesnt mean he is a nerd; doesnt mean he cannot do work.

lesson 2: hypocrisy is a normal norm of life.
~hypocrites are everywhere even in among your friends.

lesson 3: you thought you have but actually you never have.
~i have always thought i have. well, at least one. howbeit, i am wrong. i dont even have.

lesson 4: there are many circles.
~if you cant fit in this circle, go for another. dont be stubborn about the circle beyond your reach. however, i am the kind that will stubborn about the circle beyond my reach, use my effort to melt the circle gate and cry over there if i cant get into it.

lesson 5: life is always unexpected.
~there's always some surprise to spice up your life. so, never put too much hope on certain things. treat it moderately. i think it will be good.

i guess that's all lessons i learnt recently.

last day of holiday

2009-02-01T11:21:00.002+08:00

let's recall what we did in this not-so-long holiday.

for me, this year Chinese New Year is apparently better than last year. more food, more shopping and merrier.

i sorta became the loyal customer of Black Canyon. few days dinner at Black Canyon just in a week. there's one night i took dinner at Food and Tea. the restaurant was not bad in terms of food and environment except for one of the waiters. he digged his nose in public! this was utterly not hygienic! at home, i ate a lot of junk food. oranges, cookies, potato chips, my favourite Syzygium samarangense or commonly known as water apple or love apple, carbonated drink, alcohol, can drink and the list will go on and on. when i went to my relatives' house, my relatives would serve tonnes of snacks and i would swept them all. okay, technically not all but most of them?

i went to shopping with my family during Chinese New Year. we didnt buy anything because we had bought our new clothes before Chinese New year. howbeit, we managed to buy dad a square shirt. kinda nice and suited him very much. the most important thing was, he loved it.

my darling, yee chen came to house for the first time! we knew each other for so long yet this was the first year she came. she even brought along a friend of us. i could not remember her name but i could recognise her face and her voice. she's a schoolmate of mine. we chatted, gossiped and crapped. they were both so thin! looks like i must put more effort in controlling my diet.

yesterday, we celebrated kauree and ikram's belated birthday at TC. the 'we' i meant were harmin, michelle, jun hong, sharen, rinuga, jun hong, boon, fong jun keet, priya, roshiny, abigail, alicia and me! this was the first ever time i went out with roshiny, priya, abigail and alicia. at first, i was quite reluctant to go because the celebration was too early. 11am man! i told harmin that i would go if i could lift my ass off the bed the day before. know what happened yesterday? harmin sms-ed and phone-ed me yesterday 10am plus that she was coming to fetch me! know what again? i was still sleeping that time. she scared me! quickly, i took my bath and changed. luckily, i managed to settled before she arrived. she was scary!

i am slacking again. i am supposed to play tennis this morning but i didnt. instead, i sleep until 10am. *LOL* now, here i am, blogging, leave my homework undone. "good" for me! i really need to kick the lazy worm in me away. STPM is not far from now.

legend of demigods

2009-01-30T12:06:00.006+08:00

i am hella addicted to Legend of Demigods, a TVB costume adventure series. i finished 22 episodes just in 2 days! i watched it with my cousins during the first and the second day of chinese new year. *LOL* afternoon, we had to go to relatives' houses, so, we can only watched early in the morning and at night. imagine, we swept 22 episodes in just 2 days! 1 episode was at least 45 minutes. the first night, we watched until almost 5am in the morning. then the next day, we woke up at 8am to continue. how crazy we were towards the series. not only us, our parents too. at first, they thought the series was not interesting at all, yet, they found it nice as they watched it. even my dad watched too. the series was really eyes addictive.

i am not going to write the synopsis over here. you have to watch it yourself to experience the excitement brought by the series.

here are some pictures i googled:

these are the characters in the series

linda chung is the main actress in the series. cute, energetic and optimistic.

benny chan is so cute and funny in the series!

nancy wu is the grand wizard's follower. pretty and emotionless (not in the end).

sunny chan, a guy with zero confidence. as the series go on, he gains his confidence.

halina tam, the grand wizard. cruel and good in acting bad character!

kara hui is acting a character who cry most of the time.

stephen au is so awe-inspiring in the series. a sword spirit who is good in fighting.

these are some scenes in the series

happy chinese new year!

2009-01-30T11:19:00.004+08:00

i hereby wish everyone happy moo moo year!

let's welcome the moo moo year with cheer and ear to ear smile!

beware!

2009-01-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

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sudden visitation

2009-01-22T21:15:00.002+08:00

many of friends came to school to visit us in these few days. their sudden stopover was so unexpected and i was freaking happy to met them. first, i met grace, wei shien, chee siang and chang yi. *LOL* at first, i wanted to show grace who su min's keen thung was but his was having lesson. so, no choice, show her another time. *LOL*

yesterday, AARON CAME! oh my god! he changed a lot! no more baby face, instead, he looked more mature now! i didn't see him for so long, miss him darn much! the first thing i did when i met him was HUG HIM! * LOL* dont misunderstood, we are merely close friends. he is sort of like a big brother to me, ALWAYS PAMPER ME! now, he is not going to stay in SABS, so, less one big brother to pamper me. *SOB* in fact, he is not available now. *LOL* by the way, AARON, WHERE'S PRESENT FOR ME? *LOL* i had been asking him for present from costa rica since last year!

i couldnt recognise shi ling today. *LOL* i thought she was somebody else. i felt she looked familiar but just couldnt remember who she was. it took so long for my memory to serve me right. *LOL*

there were so many good news recently. a few friends of mine are not going to celebrate valentine's day alone btu with their another half. those who just started their relationship will understand who i mentioned. *LOL* frankly speaking, i am jealous. yet, i am happy for all of you and wish all of you happy at every moment sincerely!

i love this mail!

2009-01-22T19:44:00.007+08:00

i received an email from my friend and i love it. it makes me feel important, extraordinary, different from anyone else. i want to have my own label so that people remember me as me not others.

here's the quote from the email i received,

15 Things You probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone , even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know what they are great.

what is the point?

2009-01-19T19:21:00.002+08:00

what is the point i put all the effort in blood donation? what is the point of become the president of blood donation? everything seems to be going badly. i a sick of it. sick of AA. why the heck are you keep opposing me? i mean you didnt oppose me directly, but you did in indirectly. first, you were not satisfied with the organisation chart. fine, i got you some other students with the kind of races that you wanted. for example, the head of duty. head of duty is not a post for someone who didnt intend to go! i need to beg the student to let me put his name for the post of head of duty. read carefully, only name, no expectation in any work. second, you wanted a general meeting. okay, i made it. i informed everyone to attend. what happened? you set me up! you didnt even appear at the meeting. my people and i waited for god knows how long! now, you denied that you wanted to call a meeting. you even accused us for not remind you. i reminded you on that day! morning! you asked me to call the meeting! i have no intention to call a meeting until principal give me the permission to organise it. Fuck! at fist i wanted to organise it on 1st of march. now it's not going to happen. i just hope that 8th of march will not be a problem. frankly speaking, i really think of quitting this whole thing. it's terrible to work with someone like you, AA!

p/s: i really should keep my mouth shut from the word fuck.

black canyon

2009-01-18T23:00:00.003+08:00

first time at black canyon with my family. my dad brought us there even though he was sick of western food. in fact, the food at black canyon was not 100% western. it was sort of a mixture.

this was what my mom ordered yesterday. it was not really what my mom wanted to eat. my mom actually wanted a fried rice and she asked me to order for her any nice fried rice. i was the one who ordered wrongly. i ordered a stir fried rice noodle with chicken or something like that. i thought it was fried rice. i accidentally omitted the "noodle". *LOL*

this was what my dad and my sis ate. american fried rice. looked yummy and fulling.

well, i ordered this green plate. i was torn between a tom yam fusilli and fettucini with green chicken curry. finally, i decided to take a try on fettucini with green chicken curry out of curiosity. it was delicious. i mean for me. even though with its green look. really. yet, i still dont like the colour. i think i prefer it in red. *LOL*

we tried the tom yam soup too. not spicy enough though. the picture i found through google was not appetising. so, i decided not to copy that picture.

tagged by KARLISYLE

2009-01-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

Instructions :
*Strike out the NO's or Underline/Colour/Bold the YES's
* Tag 6 people after you've done!

1. Coffee / Tea

2. Noodle / Rice

3. Ocean /Lake

4. Phone / Computer

5. Smsing / Calling

6. Durians / Fried Worms

7. Coke / Sprite

8. Cold weather / Hot Weather

9. PanCakes / Waffles

10. Sand / Grass

11. Vanilla / Chocolate

12. Coughing / Sneezing

13. Paper / Plastic

14. W hite Gold / Silver

15. Watermelon / Strawberry

16. Slippers / Shoe

17. Early Bird / Night Owl

18. Books / Magazine

19. Tall / Short

20. Heaven Above / Paradise on Earth

Person I Tag are:
-kerryn
-yong qian
-emily
-su jean
-jolene
-sk

dental appointment

2009-01-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

it's so good to go back earlier yesterday. i went back to eat my lunch gluttonously, afraid that i would not be able to eat after my dental appointment. *LOL* before i went to the clinic, i brushed my teeth sparkling clean just in case any meat or broccoli stuck in between my teeth. both teh dentists were friendly to me. they talked to me. i was so scared when i went inside alone. normally, i went with my mom. but yesterday they didnt let my mom to accompany me. the dentists measured, recorded and checked. teh process went over again and again. suddenly, i had a thought to play with the lady dentist. i bited the stick which she used to measure my teeth. *LOL* *wuliaosm again* after everything was done, both the lady dentist and man dentist explained to me that i needed to pull another four more teeth! oh my god! i thought they wanted to pull four in one time right there at that moment. in fact, i was wrong. i was so happy to be wrong. they planned to pull the teeth next year; two at a time. still, two at a time is still scary. i am really phobia to pulling teeth. what to do, i need to put braces. i cant stand the uglyness of my teeth. so, i have to bear with it. looking forward to next year. *LOL*

Enzo Ferrari!

2009-01-10T20:04:00.004+08:00

yesterday night, yong qian and i were searching information for library. yong qian found the information about Enzo Ferrari! Oh, the berlinetta is so damn nice! I love it!

Here's a picture i googled just now.

isnt it nice? imagine i drive this on the road. mamma mia!

by the way, Enzo Ferrari is a 12 cylinder mid-engine berlinetta named after the company's founder.

school

2009-01-09T21:30:00.001+08:00

wow! i have been to school for five days. there were so many things happened in these few days. touching, funny, boring and silly.

first day:
i bathed early in the morning before i went to school. god, the water was freezing cold! i couldnt stop shivering after that. then, i tried to tie my hair as best as i could. the hair was killing my time. it's freaking hard to tie my hair as i just cut my hair during the holiday. when i arrived to school, i saw my classmates were up there at the corridor. i wondered how the heck they knew that was our class. indeed, it was written on the board in big bold capital letter. my class was at the highest floor with only one store room! i wanted a classroom with two store rooms! one for toaster and things whereas the other for books. but now, have to put books and toaster together. nevermind that, i dont mind my books with nose invoking toasts smell. during sitting arrangement time, i was so sad. harmin ditched me! i thought i was all alone, no one was going to sit with me. my classmates all actually offered me sitting plae with them! i was so touched at that moment. i didnt know that they actually care. i should appreciate them more. no, should be most! know what, my tears were in fact rolling in my eyes at that particular moment, but it was due to the PS I LOVE YOU i was reading. the story was extremely touching especially the front part and the last part. Gerry's such a nice sweetheart! gotta find one like him. *LOL* there was a good news from teacher, one hour recess time for us! the longest recess time ever. by the way, the first day of school was my class teacher, Pn Phang's birthday too! such an coincidence. we made a card secretly and stufted into her car. *LOL*

2nd day:
everything back to the normal school day. study, study and study. that was so not my style though. i did study when teacher was teaching in front. it's just that i was not studying the books on the desk which teacher was teaching about, instead, i was studying the novel under the desk which was PS I LOVE YOU. *LOL* i didnt do it all the time, just some time. dont you dare to report me to teacher! *as if i know who you are**LOL*

3rd day:
i was still doing the same thing, dining PS I LOVE YOU, only during free time. i think i have amnesia! i cant remember what i did on wednesday. all i can remember is reading PS I LOVE YOU and spent an hour recess time enjoying my nasi lemak with drunmstick. *LOL*

4th day:
that was the disaster day. first, i forgot to bring spoon to school. i utterly forgot that hui ling would bring us nasi lemak. so, i have to share spoon with cat and su min. three girls one spoon. *LOL* second, i spilled some sambal on my shirt. only a few dots, so no big deal. not long after that, i spilled half of the nasi lemak with sambal on my skirt! yea, can know how clumsy i was. yong qian had to sweep the floor for me because i had to swallow all the rice as soon as possible because recess time was going to over. su min had to give me damn lots tissues to clean my skirt. after that, i had to walked all the way to toilet to clean. when i on my way back to class after cleaning, people actually stared at my skirt as if i peed in my skirt!

5th day:
it's today! nothing special, crazying around, from class to class. *LOL* no more nasi lemak spilling all over my skirt. but, i scratched my watch! i felt so sorry to my mom. it's my mom's watch! surprising;y, she didnt scold me. i think i have to buy a new trendy cheap 10 bucks watch. *LOL* same as the 4th day, i couldnt track the footprint of Pn Asma. i had no idea where she went. have to try my luck again on monday. wow! life is getting busier and busier, especially with blood donation and valentine's candy sale.

it's time to keyboard-off. school again for tomorrow.

quizzes are back!

2009-01-04T09:18:00.004+08:00

Your Fitness Type: Thrilling

You feel like mainstream exercise is way too ordinary and cookie cutter.

And going to the gym is the worst if of it. It's like having a second job.

Try exercise that's adventurous, like snowboarding, rock climbing, and kayaking.

The only limit to what thrilling exercise you could undertake is your imagination... and your wallet!

How Should You Get Fit?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.

You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

You Are 56% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.

You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.

Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.

Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

no full moon

2009-01-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Traveling around the internet world has been my new hobby. Looks like i have to stop this hobby soon as the school is going to reopen on Monday. It's time to fight! Well, back to the topic. I found out this unusual occasion which has been occurred for so many years on the internet. The unusual happening is that there was no full moon in February of 1866, 1885, 1915, 1934, 1961 and 1999. Has anyone ever realised that? Frankly, i didnt. It's okay if you have never realised about it, you can find the truth about it in February 2018, which means 10 more years from now. According to wikipedia, there will be no full moon during February of 2018. In fact, there were either two full moons in January, March or both in those years which have no full moon. As in 1999, there were two full moons in both January and March. The moon phases cycle every 29.5 days. February, with 28 days (and 29 on a leap year) does miss a phase periodically. So, it is possible for February to miss the full phase. This is the reason why there is no full moon during certain February.

main source: wikipedia

brand new chapter

2009-01-02T20:17:00.003+08:00

Another chapter of mine came to an end. A brand new chapter unfolded it's warm arm to welcome me. At least that is what i feel now. I hope this new year will muffle me up with love, don't swamp me with disappointments, unfair treatment, failures and doltish thought. Recall for year 2008? I think it is not necessary, everything happened started from may is in my bloggie. All the rain and shine. Year 2009 for me is challenge, investment, education, chance, confidence, fear, and me. Yup, me. All i ever wanted is to be me. Eh, this sounds like Kerryn's bloggie. *LOL* Kerryn, i want to charge you for advertising fees! *LOL* Okay, cut this off. So, here's my new year wish list.

* be me *
* 4 As for STPM *
* 2400 for SAT I and II *
* 120 for TOEFL *
* more good and close friends *
* better social skill *
* lower sensitivity *
* no back off in US application *
* higher EQ and IQ *
* tennis racquet *
* new sport shoes *
* more clothes *
* new look *
* more happiness *
* novels *
* more likeable *
* birthday celebration *
* more christmas present *
* more angpao *
* more win situation *
* cut off 10kg fat *
* grow 10cm taller *
...
...
...

*LOL* What the crap am i typing? Is there any such new year wish list? Sorry for wasting your precious time to read my crappy post. Anyway, happy new year 2009 to everyone!

new year eve count down

2009-01-01T13:11:00.004+08:00

I just came back from the Hainan Association Event. It's nice to meet my friends there, Mery, Boon Hwee, Carmen, Siz Boon and so on. Okay, cut that off.

Yesterday, I went to Yee Yin's house for new year party. Ee Leen has grown up! She fetched me and Yi Lin to Yee Yin's house. Yea, i know their names are more or less the same; it's complicated to pronouce those 'in' names. There were quite many of us, me, Yi Lin, Ee Leen, Lum, Yung Yau, Harmin, Esdelyn, Lydia, Andrew, Jeshua, Karim and Say. I got to know Yee Yin's pretty cousin sister, C Yin who is from Singapore. We talked, we gossiped, we laughed, and we EAT! *LOL*

Until about 11.30pm, we decided to go to TC for count down. Due to traffic jam, we took an alternative to go TC. We walked! Yea, we walked all the way to TC. Sweating, talking and walking. We reached there couple minutes before 12am. We went to the beach for count down. When we wanted to shout for count down, some technical error occurred. All of our mobile phone showed different time. So, we set out own time and counted on our own. Surprisingly, no one counted down there. I mean there were lots of people but no one shouted. It's weird, no new year feel at all. Howbeit, all the people there clapped their hands when we wished Ee Leen 'Happy Birthday' out loud. Ee Leen's birthday is today, 1st of January, a new year baby! Great huh? People at the beach celebrated Ee Leen's birthday instead of New Year. *LOL* There were some malay guys played firework there which did not burst, instead, smoke came out. We played spray for while, trying to call May Ling the busy girl who didnt pick our call.

We went back to Yee Yin's house. Before we went back, i saw Tze Loon and Jian Cheng. Such a coincidence. Besides, we met Annabeth too. When we were passing by the pub nearby TC, Esdelyn wanted to call Lum not to walk in front of the pub, in case they pulled us in, but then, she called him Boy instead of Lum. *LOL* Actually, we planned to go supper after we reached Yee Yin's house, however, it was cancelled because it was too late. It's already 1am! Ee Leen fetched me, Yi Lin, Esdelyn and Say home. The birthday girl became driver, had to fetch us home.

It was already 1.30am when i reached home. I gossiped with Law Law for while then only I went to bed.

Yesterday was my first time to celebrate new year with friends. I felt so happy to have friends to celebrate with. My phone rang so many times yesterday. I was so happy to get wishes from my friends. I am not been forgotten! I have friends!

Okay, i will post about my new year wish list later. *LOL*

driving test? speeding test?

2008-12-30T21:04:00.003+08:00

I had my driving test today. Oh my god, i was freaking nervous while waiting for the uncle who gave me driving lesson. Palms sweating, blood pumping vigorously, heart beating rapidly, couldn't even sit properly. Tick, tick, tick. Where's uncle? He told me he would fetch me at 8am and the needles in the clock were pointing 8.20am! Luckily, uncle did come to fetch me. He was late because he had to fetch other girls who was going to take driving test.

When we reached there, same normal boring thing, registration. Waited, waited and waited until 10am. It's my turn to do parking and go up hill. I did both good. No stopping before line, no forgetting about raising hand, no accident. I finished it pretty fast yet still have to wait for my turn for "outing". *LOL* Know what, i waited until 12pm++! I was the first who did parking and up hill among us, four girls, yet i was the last who did driving. I was so impatient while waiting, all the nervous bits in me gone.

Yay, my name was called. It's my turn to do driving! I was nervous again! *LOL* I started to drive out slowly. At first, i drove at speed about 40km/h to 60km/h. This was what uncle taught me, not to exceed 60km/h. However, the tester asked me to drive faster! End up, i drove at speed more than 80km/h in the whole journey! It's my first time to drive so fast! Even when i was driving down hill, the tester still asked me to speed! There's another car which was also a driving test taker over take me. Can you imagine how fast he drove? At that moment, i was driving at about 100km/h. The tester started to scold me when he saw the other driving test taker over take me. So, i had to speed more! Not only that, i was asked to over take other cars! It's my first time to over take other cars! Actually, it's sort of fun. *LOL* After i finished the journey, I drove safely back to the driving school. Yea, safely. *LOL*

So, what about your driving test experience?

sleeping hours

2008-12-28T18:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, my sleeping hours was totally screwed up. I used up my whole afternoon in printing my biology ecology project. A big bold capital THANKS to you, RAJ!!! It's supposed to be your job and now I had to do it. What the fuck? Watch out after school reopen! Don't you dare to transfer to another school! Pay me the cartridge before you buzz off! I missed my afternoon nap all because of this shitty fella's fault! I thought I could take my princess sleep after i watched 8pm news. Yea, I watched news! Surprise? *Lol* Howbeit, Sharen had not arrive after the 8pm news over. Then, i peeped some bloggies. I peeped, peeped and peeped until 9pm++ yet her shadow had not even turn up. I couldnt resist the falling of my eyelids. At last, i fell asleep in the hug of my teddies. My mom had to be my fedex, passed those papers to Sharen. Sorry, Sharen, I was way too sleepy. Not long, my phone started to yell at me non stop. Fine, i woke up and checked. It was message from Boon Loong. No, should be "invitation". Online invitation to talk about PBSM blood donation. I had to dragged my ponderous body all the way to downstairs to attend meeting on msn. Discussed, discussed and discussed with Boon Loong and Kok Leong until about 10pm+. Finally, we came to conclusion. Great! I could ditch into my piggyland. There you go, another obstacle. It's not really an obstacle but a temptation. My sister was watching Smiling Pasta! *Sigh* You know what happen next. I watched until 11pm+ then only I resume my sleeping hours. Impact: I coundn't even wake up early today. Conclusion: Never ever on your mobile phone when you sleep!

merry christmas!

2008-12-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

I hereby to wish everyone

[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Words*]

experimenting

2008-12-23T10:47:00.004+08:00

Want to know what i have been doing lately? Just shut your mouth and navigate away if you dont want to know. I have been doing something my mom called unrealistic. I browsed through those web site related to US universities application. I want to apply for US universities. Sounds silly for a form six student like me? Perhaps, a little. So what, sue me, i am idealistic! I dont care! I wont lose anything except a pocketful of money. I will use the money i got from JPA and take it as a high risk investment. I dont know what the outcome would be; I have no idea whether i would succeed. Howbeit, I do know I am doing an experiment with low possibility to succeed. I seriously do. But, i know i will not be satisfied if i dont take a try. I will regret for my whole life. Even if i failed, i will have nothing to regret, i tried. *touchwood touchwood* I think this is the real me, the me who willing to try; the venturesome me who willing to take risk.

So, BOA, stop slacking!

the day the earth stood still

2008-12-21T19:39:00.001+08:00

frankly, this movie is sucks!!! i dont like it at all... not entirely dislike, perhaps... exception is given to keanu reeves... he looks sort of good in the movie... haha... the whole story is ridiculous especially the "iron ultraman"... yes, is the giant robot thingy which i call it "iron ultraman"... dont you think it looks like ultraman??? it just stood around, bored and sulking... remember the chinese oldman klaatu met??? the oldman has a grandson!!! why the heck didnt the genes in the oldman pass down to his offspring??? i mean the alien genes... how come his grandson knew nothing??? he should have known something difference about him, right??? the whole plot is slow... look at the chase where Klaatu, the lady proffesor and the cute boy whom i doubted is a girl at the begining... they didnt even try to hide as if they knew that government agents couldnt find them... i am not the only one who critic this movie... my friends said so too... well, all the above is merely my opinion... this kind of thing is subjective, depends on one's liking and fancy...

don't read

2008-12-16T19:47:00.004+08:00

hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

of all the people, why you released your anger on me??? of all the time, why you scolded me in front of so many people??? of all the ways to relax yourself, why you chose to scold me???

why you scolded me for things i didnt do??? i hate you when you scolded me for things i didnt even do... i am not a tool for you to release your anger... i dont mind to be scolded for no reason once in a blue moon but not all the time!!! get it??? i am controlling my patience... i respect you... on the other hand, can you please understand that my patience actually has a limit???

I AM NOT HAPPY!!!

i am head over heels over him

2008-12-16T07:56:00.005+08:00

sorry for the previous emo post... i need some place to express my feeling... i feel good after i voice it out... in the other way round, i feel naked because my feeling is exposed to everyone... conflict... anyway, thanks to those who gave me advice...

by the way, i have finished reading midnight sun!!! midnight sun is another version of twilight... it was written in the view of edward cullen... unfortunately, it was only a draft... stephanie meyer doesnt want to continue it... so sad... meanwhile, i am waiting for the other four books to arrive... dang slow... i want to read my edward cullen!!!

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indecisive

2008-12-15T01:35:00.004+08:00

what is my ambition??? i used to know it clear and would able to answer it with confident... however, it has gone... i have been living in the shadow of my failure for quite some time... i have always wanted to kick my ass out from the flash in the pan... i just failed to do so... i am not strong enough for that, i guess... thinking over and over again... what i want to do in the future??? who i wanna be??? what kind of life i want??? i am not certain about my future... i cant see any further from upper six... it seriously bother me a lot these days... i am trying to find the answer... to be precise, trying to know who i actually am... i think i lost myself... maybe i am too desperate to be normal, to blend in with everyone else around me... i dont want to be a special-less freak... all i want is to be myself, understand myself... it seems simple in words but utterly not when you are dealing with it... know what, i actually browsed through some career descriptions to find out which i keen on and which suits me best... medical studies??? i dont think it suits me anymore... i mean i flunked my scholarship application for medical studies... so, it proves that i am not that type... business??? i think i like it but the problem is am i the business type??? forensic science??? yea, i like it... still, it is somehow another version of medical studies... so, same question again, am i that type??? law??? well, i think my personality may not suit this field... pharmacy??? i am straight about it... no deviation presence... psychologist??? well, i think i myself need one... see, how puzzle i am... see, how cowardice i am, i should say... cowardice in me sometimes halting me from doing things... i think what i can do is keep trying to find my interest... perhaps, i should snap away the coward me...

haphazard

2008-12-14T15:14:00.003+08:00

delicious huh???

gotcha!!! it's actually a key chain... i found it at PADINI...

some other pictures i took at COLD STORAGE before Halloween... i took the pictures out of the cuteness of those pumpkins... with those hairs, make up and expressions...

hot seat

2008-12-12T09:02:00.003+08:00

i was in the hot seat twice yesterday night!!!

yesterday night i was chatting with my friends on msn... suddenly, i saw a friend of mine pop up... i had never seen her online on msn before... so, i got excited and crapped with her... i crapped, crapped and crapped... after about more than 15 minutes, unanticipatedly, she asked me who am i... at first, i thought she was joking... so, i pretended that i was angry... then, she appologised to me and said that she added many friends lately, couldnt remember all the friends she added... so, i didnt think much, continue to chat with her... as time passed, i realised that there was something wrong... it seemed that she had totally lost her memory, about our classmates, our projects and all... so was she, she felt that there was something wrong too... i asked for her full name... when she gave me her full name, i was like oh my god... her name was LAI SI TING whereas my friend's name was LEE SI TING... oh my god, i crapped with someone i didnt know for so long... how could i make such boo boo??? it's all SI TING's fault!!! i mean my friend, SI TING not the unknown... she gave me this e-mail... i didnt suspect anything because the e-mail had the name SI TING... i couldn't stop laughing after that... this was the first incident...

the second incident was no big deal... it's just a small case which happened on msn too... i asked mayling when she was going to kl... indeed, she had been staying in kl for quite some time... see, how absent-minded i am...

tagged by YONG QIAN!!! Perfect Love???

2008-12-12T08:04:00.006+08:00

Instructions:
a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?"
> Thunder - Boys Like Girls

2. How would you describe yourself?
> Mamma Mia - Abba (lol)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
> 爱情/love - Orange (omg!!! such an coincidence)

4. How do you feel today?
> 病态 - Yoga Lin (lol)

5. What is your life's purpose?
> The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

6. What is your motto?
> Forever - Chris Brown

7. What do your friends think of you?
> Crush - David Archuleta (lol... i didnt know that this is how my friend think of me!!! lol...)

8. What do you think of your parents?
> Get Low - Florida ft T-pain

9. What do you think about very often?
> 给我一首歌的时间 - Jay Chou

10. What is 2+2?
> Hot and Cold - Katy Perry

11. What do you think of your best friends?
> A Night To Remember - High School Musical 3

12. What do you think of the person you like?
> Now or Never - High School Musical 3 (lol)

13. What is your life?
> I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
> I Am Yours - Jason Mraz

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
> When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brother (nice one)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
> Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis (is this suitable for wedding???)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
> 龙战骑士 - Jay Chou (wow!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
> Mimpi - Danell Lee (lol... suits me...)

19. What is your biggest fear?
> 魔术先生 - Jay Chou (lol... what a fear???)

20. What is your biggest secret?
> Nothing In This World - Paris Hilton (lol... nice answer...)

21. What do you think of your friends?
> One Step At A Time - Jordin Sparks

22. What will you post this as?
> Perfect Love - Henley

I tag:

* Emily
* Ikram
* Karlisyle
* Kerryn
* Su Jean

conversation with lawlaw

2008-12-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

location: dining room...

lawlaw: eh fern, nowadays you eat a lot hor???

at that moment, i was eating my second breakfast... it was about 11am...

fern: where got???

lawlaw: 7am, eat... 10am, eat again... 1pm, hungry again, wolf for food one more time... then, 4pm, craving for food already, attack the food once more... sometimes 6pm, tummy empty already, have to cure your tummy once again...

then, i remembered the conversation between lawlaw and the lady who sells kuih yesterday at the restaurant... the lady said that her about 11 years old daughter ate a lot nowadays like a shark, took many meals per day because her daughter was growing up... so, i extract out the lady's dialogue...

fern: i am growin up, needs more nutrition...

lawlaw: yalo, growing side way ma...

fern: *laughing*

looks like i really have to cut down my meal... i dont want to grow sideway inch by inch... i think the personality test frederick sent me is pretty accurate... i am really a boa!!! eat hell lot like a boa...

~~fern~~ BOA

p/s: lawlaw is my mom... that is how i call my mom...

i am Boa

2008-12-09T09:28:00.004+08:00

yesterday, frederick sms-ed me a sort of like personality test... i think most of you got it too... the animal personality test that ask for 3 animals you see when you go into the jungle... if i am not mistaken, the question is something like this:

what is the animal you see when you go into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you walk deeper into the jungle? what is the animal you see when you want to go out from the jungle?

the animal i chose was squirrel, tiger and boa...

know what's the analysis? the first animal represents what you think about yourself; the second animal corresponds to what other people think about yourself; and the last animal stands for the real you...

this means that i think am a squirrel but other people think i am a tiger... do you guys really think i am a tiger??? hey, i am gentle, okay??? last but not least, i am actually a boa~~!!!~~??? BOA~~!!!~~??? frederick even said it suits me!!! i didnt realise that i am actually a boa... maybe i am a boa, eat a lot like a boa...

or maybe i am not like the emerald tree boa in the picture above... instead, maybe i am more to the boa shown in the pcitrue below... haha... *dreaming again!!!*

Boa Kwon

these days

2008-12-07T11:51:00.009+08:00

i have been wasting my holidays... things i have done are all nothing do with study... instead, movies, television series show, novels, internet have conquered a lion's share of my holiday...

the new novels i read during this crappy holiday:

The Art Of French Kissing...

i borrowed this books from my school library... it was all about a beautiful lady who went to Paris after she was dumped by her fiance and betrayed by her best friends. i love the description about Paris... it triggered my lust for Paris...

Memoirs Are Made Of This

I dont really like this book... it was kind of sleep inducing at the exposition and rising action stage... the climax was middling, approveable...

The Vampire Diaries 1 & 2

i like this novels... the story line was unpredictable and exciting... i hardly stopped when i started this book... i couldnt resist to read till the end... by the way, there were some differences between the vampires in this novels and the vampires in TWILIGHT... whatever, vampires in both novels are all good looking and charming...

movies that i watched these days:

Twilight

this is the latest movie i watched... know what, i watched it twice!!! this movie is darn nice... but then, someone said not nice... this has proven that he has no taste... maybe i shouldnt say he has no taste... instead, i should say he has no self opinion... he hasnt even watch it... haha... i guess he wont spend his precious time to read my bloggie... so, nevermind...

Disaster Movie

this movie is all crap...

Madagascar2

i laughed a lot when i watched Madagascar2... the penguins were so cute... i couldnt believe that the giraffe loved the hippo... hardly imagine the physical appearance of their kids... haha...

Prison Break

well, this is not a movie... it is a drama i downloaded... it's all HUI LING's fault... i got addicted all because of her, she talked so much about it... Michael Scofield is such a genius... undeniable, it is eye-popping, hair-raising and spine-tingling...

American Pie Beta House

this show is so funny... however, it is not for under 18 since it has those "scenes"... haha...

High School Musical3

i am not fond of this movie... no offence to those who like it...

A Litre of Tears

i cried when i watched this movie... actually, i watched A Litre of Tears before but it was a drama series... in fact, the movie and the drama series are the same... the story was so lacrimal gland stimulating...

falling in love

2008-11-30T18:19:00.011+08:00

let me start this post with grandmother story...

yesterday i went to MEGAMALL with my darling YI LIN and YUNG YAU... before, we indulged in movie at cinema, we took a drink at DELI COUNTRY, where we met a girl... we didnt even know who she is... she approached us and ask for a sit at our table... of cause, we didnt mind about that... once she sat down, she started to ask us for donation RM35 to buy milk powder for those disabled... without knowing where YI LIN got her heroism, she told the girl that we didnt want to donate which was the truth... i was not intend to donate any... hey, we wouldnt know if she was a liar... nevertheless, she went away with a sour bitter lips plastered on her face... we went to POPULAR to spend some time before the movie started...

3.25pm, HALL 3 of GSC, that was when and where we went after window shopping at POPULAR...

tadaa!!! this was the movie i watched,

TWILIGHT!!!

it was great!!! that's when i started to fall in love, with EDWARD CULLEN!!! he was so incredibly attractive!!! his eyes, especially, the eyes which could change colour... his eyes will be black when he had desire, you know, desire for blood whilst during normal time, his eyes were gold... cool huh??? it was so romantic when he was playing piano... he was perfect, in everyway: attractive, romantic, cool... ... by the way, the way he kissed BELLA SWAN was good... looks like, he is good in kissing... haha... i had never think he is cute when he was in HARRY POTTER... he was CEDRIC DIGGORY in HARRY POTTER... he looked awesome in TWILIGHT... besides, i like his father, DR.CALISLE CULLEN too... he looks good!!! he was a doctor eventhough he was a vampire who sucks blood... one more, ALICE CULLEN, she was cool!!! no doubt, i like her as well... oh my god, it made me sounded as if i were bisexual... okay, i like her style, cool from the outside but caring from the inside... she was so caring about BELLA when BELLA was bitten by the tracker, JAMES... the way she killed JAMES was cruel yet glorious... yes, glorious is the right word to describe... oh ya, there were lots of graduation hat at EDWARD's house because he was always 17... vampire doesnt grow, according to the movie... vampire doest sleep too... i just happened to know that, through the movie of cause... haha... the vampirish baseball was freaking intriguing!!! everyone should watch it...

i went straight to POPULAR to search for the books right after the movie... on the way there, i glorified him with YI LIN ceaselessly... i found the books... the story is in series and twilight is the first... there are four books altogether: twilight, new moon, eclipse, and breaking dawn... i wanted to buy so much!!! i didnt buy yesterday but going to buy soon!!! by the way, the four books are in my christmas wish list... *hint hint*... hehe...

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

2008-11-28T09:01:00.005+08:00

1. What’s your ambition?
~ succeed in life...

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~ friends for sure...

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
~ i used to think about it but no more in the present...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ no, never... i tried to gain more self confidence but i just couldnt do it...

5. How many babies you want?
~ 0...

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
~ as long as it smells good...

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
~ erm... no idea... pessimistic???

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
~ nope...

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
~ love me, of cause...
~ respect me...
~ smart and wise...
~ understand me and able to bear with all my behaviour and attitude...
~ loyal and honest, at least to me...
~ able to change accordingly...
~ share some similar interest with me...
~ versatile???
~ has johnny depp's look and david cook's voice???
~ accompany me whenever i need him...

11what are your bad habits?
~ emo... biting my pen... spend money as if money were only pieces of paper... argh, too much to be mentioned...

12 anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
~ it's okay... i dont mind unless you are my friend whom i love so much...

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ gotta agree with kar said... only cheerish those who cherish the friendship in return...

14. What do you hate most in others?
~ backstabber...

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ movies!!!

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
~ no idea...

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
~ she is always a friend of mine...

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~ buy something for myself and eat something nice...

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
~ 28 year old beautiful lady who succeed in career with loads of $$$...

20. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldn't admit out loud)
~erm...

i tag:
~ no one...

happy 100th post!!!

2008-11-27T20:11:00.007+08:00

it's kind of unbelievable for me because i have never thought of blogging for so long... i thought i would ditch my bloggie half way... so, it's sort of a great achievement for me to keep blogging for more than half a year...

tagged by KERRYN!!!

2008-11-26T09:23:00.004+08:00

The rules are:

You own a blog where you are going to post this to
~ yesh, i do own a bloggie which is kind of lack of endorphin lately...
You currently feel bored
~ not really, i have my novels as company...
You won't skip any question
~ see first...
You're Alive
~ the dead can online???
You are going to send this to 5 friends to fill these up
~ no problem!!!

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:

~ sleepy... eventhough it's 9.35am now...
~ daydreaming... as i always did...
~ sedentary... my holiday life...
~ roly-poly... in terms of physically...
~ movieholic??? i has been slaving to many movies and drama series lately...

Five things you love about life:

~ family... the only reason i am here in this world...
~ friends... those who grow up with me, bare with me...
~ excitement... all the new intriguing things, placess, experience and all...
~ nice view... places with eye-catching scenery, hunks with six packs and gorgeous look, ladies with wow sexy body and beautiful face...
~ myself... this is the reason i am still here, able to blog...

5 Famous people you'd love to meet:

~ Donald Trump... to steal his secret of success... hehe...
~ Charlize Theron... you know, maybe i can absorb some of her hotness and beauty... haha...
~ Johnny Depp... he got the look...
~ Butterscotch... she wowed me with her awesome combination of singing and beatboxing...
~ Piers Morgan... i like his frankness and meanness...

5 Movies you love:

~ all harry potter movies... hey, i am a big harry potter fans!!!
~ a walk to remember... it's an extremely touching movie!!! it will make you tears rolling on your cheek uncontrollably...
~ the chronicles of narnia...
~ the golden compass...
~ the village... i used to watch it over and over again...

5 professions you'd love to have:

~ cardiac surgeon... i hold tight to this dream ever since i was in form 2... now, i am not so sure about it anymore, as you know, i lost faith in myself to drive myself to this path...
~ forensic scientist... it is such an interesting job...
~ artist... i have always dreaming myself standing on the stage singing and dancing, acting in movies and dramas...
~ fragance designer... weird huh???
~ CEO...

5 Best Authors:

~ JK Rowling... the author of Harry Potter...
~ Sophie Kinsella... the author of shopaholic...
~ Kristin Harmel... the author of the art of french kissing...
~ Cecelia Ahern... the author of PS, I love you...
~ Mitch Alborn... the author of meet tuesday with morrie...

5 Inspirations:

~ my family...
~ my friends...
~ myself, perhaps...
~ sometimes, i get inspirations from movies, singers, teachers, and other things happen around me... it comes on it's own...

5 Favourite stuff:

~ my computer... eventhough it is getting older and older day by day...
~ my cellphone... eventhough it is merely K750i...
~ my novels... its' my little collection...
~ my soft toys... presents i got from all my beloved friends and family...
~ my bed... it always welcome me with a big warm hug...

5 things you hate:

~ my height and weight... my weight is so not proportional with my height and my height is always a problem...
~ stink bean...
~ people who judge me, tease me, insult me without knowing the real me...
~ liars... eventhough i am one of them... haha...
~ pms...

5 favourite places:

~ home sweet home...
~ shopping malls... have to agree with you, ker... i dont think anyone hates shopping....
~ my room where i can rest myself, isolate myself for deep thinking and of cause building castle in the air too...
~ school??? it si where i got to know all my dear friends...
~ cant really think of the last place...

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:

~ too many to be named... i love all my new classmates and schoolmates, my old friends... to be fair and square, i dont want to name any out...

5 Favourite people to chat with:

~ yee chen, my darling... we always share our problems together, give advice to each other...
~ harmin, my love... we chit chat and gossip about everything...
~ jin jin... haha... the one whom i always crap with...
~ yi lin, my darlin... sharing about our life stories is what we always do on msn...
~ olataro... didnt chat with him few weeks already...

5 things you wana improve more about yourself:

~ have more self-confidence...
~ be more industrious...
~ no more emo-ing or pms-ing...
~ open myself up, dont be over self-protected...
~ stop thinking too much...

5 Things you would take to a desserted Island:

~ friend... to accompany me...
~ my cellphone... to contact more people come to accompany me...
~ water suppy... essential need... hehe...
~ my computer with internet connection... so that i can order anything i need online and i still able to keep in touch with everyone...
~ a helicopter... i can go back whenever i want...

5 places you wana visit:

~ paris, the city of love... i am more eager to go to Paris after i read a novel, the art of french kissing...
~ new york, the busiest city in the world...
~ egypt with a mystery shawl covering... you know, the pyramid, mummies and all...
~ disney land... a place i can be small child again...
~ japan, a shopping heaven...

5 Things you really want:

~ family love...
~ care from friends...
~ success in career...
~ all dreams of mine fulfilled...
~ a comfortable life for everyone...

5 Songs that make you cry the most:

~ frankly, i dont cry for any song...

5 Most fashionable friends/ sisters according to you:

~ kauree...
~ michelle...
~ harmin...
~ choy mei...
~ karlisyle...

5 people you love the most:

~ my family...
~ my friends...
~ who else??? my future friends???

5 impossible dreams:

~ nothing is impossible... impossible is nothing... hehe...

5 Dreams in the future:

~ all my dreams come true...

now send this to 5 people:

~ emily...
~ yong qian...
~ gary...
~ soon keat...
~ ikram...

i love this picture!!!

2008-11-20T10:52:00.003+08:00

this is the picture i took with HARMIN during class party at TC!!! YIPO was the director whereas ADIBAH was the camera-lady...

lift-taking lesson

2008-11-19T17:54:00.002+08:00

i went to MEGAMALL the day before yesterday with mommy and my sister... i told them i wanted to linger around at ground floor... so, they went to hot market which is located at second floor without me...

after dillydallying at ground floor, i decided to go to hot market to meet up with my mommy and sister... i went to the lift nearest to sinma... when i was waiting for the arrival of lift alone, there's an uncle walk towards the lift... know what, he started to teach me ways to take lift... he taught me how to press the button to stop the lift, what to do when i go inside the lift and bla bla bla... all i did was, kept my mouth smiling and not burst into laugh... not only that, when i went inside the lift, he even teach me how to press the button... there was a chinese girl inside the lift... she was looking at me one kind as though i really a jakun ran out of jungle... after that, the uncle even told me where he was heading to, telling me how hungry he was... maybe he was just being friendly... for me, that's weird... haha...

i tolf my mommy and sister about it when i met them at hot market... they were just laughing...

L6S4 class party

2008-11-15T20:09:00.002+08:00

this year, our class party was held at TC2... i went there around 3pm after i visited JINJIN who was working at NIRVANA... she treated me apple drink and orange drink... hehe... when i reached TC, i waited for my darling MINMIN at MCD... from far, i could see an aunty holding a rice cooker... that aunty was MINMIN!!! haha... MINMIN, dont angry, okay, just joking... haha... we went to TC2 together, holding hand crossing the bridge... all along, i had never realise the bridge was so long, until today... we saw QIANQIAN and the others waiting there...

after everyone came,we started to fill our tummy like gluttons... there were so many food... the chocolate cake made my PN PHANG was toothsome!!! the fried BBQ chicken fried by MINMIN's mommy was delicious!!! not to forget the jelly we made together, it was tasty!!! two thumbs up for all the food... we enjoyed the food together with PN PHANG's children... her daughter is so cute!!!

when the eating session was over, some of them took pictures and some of them played at the beach... i was doing neither... i didnt want to take picture because i looked so fat!!! no, supposed to be i am fat... haha... SITING, CHOYMEI and i went to play water at the beach when CHUITENG went to date with her "ADIDAS"... haha... howbeit, when we were playing excitedly, the sky cried!!! we had to walk all the way back to booth nearby the tent that ANG and the gang set up...

the rain was getting heavier and heavier... to make ourself out of boredom, we snapped picture... you know, those picture with crazy pose... haha... at the moment, i didnt bother much about how fat i am, how much of fat is deposited at my tummy, how humongous my hand is... what i only care was FUN!!! haha... i will upload the pictures as soon as i grabbed from ADIBAH... MINMIN and i went to join the other group in the tent... oh my god, the tent was so congested!!! PN PHANG's daughter, HUIHUI was there too... TZELOON and ANG was teaching her all the crap... the most funny thing was the question ANG asked her...

here's the dialogue:

ANG: what's your relationship with your mother?

HUIHUI: er... er... i dont know...

it was so funny!!!

after the rain, some of us went back... CHUITENG, CHOYMEI and SITING went back first... when CAT, MINMIN and i walked back to TC1, we saw some monkeys on the bridge!!! we didnt dare to move... there was a monkey staring at us... i was wondering that the monkey was actually staring at MINMIN's cooker... we didnt know what to do... if we walked back, the monkey would followed us because it knew that we were scared of it... if we continued ur journey to TC1, i was afraid that it will attack us... what we did was stood there under the rain... at the moment, a malay guy came... he chased way the monkey for us... mind you, not only that, he even accompanied us walked to almost the end of the wooden bridge... we were so touched by his act... i like this type of guy... he offered help even we didnt ask him for help... furthermore, he was so caring that he accompanied us for quite a distance by walking quietly behind us... it's so kind of him... he looks okay too... haha...

okay, enough of him, continue with the story... we went straight to MCD because MINMIN wanted to go toilet badly... there, we saw CHUITENG, CHOYMEI and SITING... know what, SITING fell twice at the bridge... her slipper was broken... the good news was, she bought a new slipper there... haha... we chichatted for a while there while eating ice-creams bought by CHUITENG... after finished eating ice-cream, i went back to MINMIN's house, because my mom was waiting for at her house...

so, now here i am, blogging right after i took my princess bath... today is a great day!!!

final exam result

2008-11-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

my final exam is a little bit better than my previous monthly exam...

PENGAJIAN AM: 66%...
it was the worse result i got!!! it is much lower compared with my previous monthly exam... i can blame no one because it was my fault for not studying enough for this bloody subject... frankly, nothing is interesting about this subject...

CHEMISTRY: 78%...
slightly better than my previous montly exam yet stil not good enough... my brain is not a chemistry brain...

BIOLOGY: 70%...
same as chemistry, there's a little improvement compared to my previous monthly exam... i have no talent in this subject at all...

MATHEMATICS: 82%...
my math2 result dropped drastically!!!

MUET: i hasnt got my MUET paper yet...

last schooling day of the year

2008-11-14T20:24:00.002+08:00

today is my last schooling day... i didnt go to school... instead, i went to LIYU's house... haha...

my mom fetched me and QIAN QIAN to HOI YIN at about 8am... that was all BILLY's fault... he was the one who suggested 8am, ended up, he was the latest!!! QIAN QIAN and i were the first who arrived... that time was about 8.20am... when i reached, i got a message from LIYU... she asked me to go late a bit because BILLY hadnt fetch her yet... what to do??? i smsed ANG to go HOI YIN as soon as possible... we chi-chatting while waiting for them... eventually, at about 9am something, LIYU, BILLY, HUILING and YIPO arrived... we started to enjoy our food gluttonously... the curry meehon i ate was voila mamma mia!!! you know what, the time we ate was even shorter than the time we waited for four of them...

after filling up our tummy with food, we went to TC to buy kites for PN PHANG's children... ANG phoned PN PHANG to ask her the types of kite she wanted... oh my god, that was the first time i heard PN PHANG spoke in chinese!!! it's nice!!! haha... we bought a snow white kite and a spiderman kite...

Later, we went to ANG's house to take the mould and NIRWANA to buy ingredients for tomorrow class party... thereafter, we went to LIYU's house to show our cooking skill... haha... we made agar-agar and guai ling gou... one of the guai ling gou looked terrible!!! we decided not to bring it tomorrow... we would only bring the nice one... so did the agar-agar... we were busying in the kitchen until 12pm because we had library meeting at 12.30pm...

we went to the school through front gate... we were freaking daring!!! some teacher saw us!!! luckily, DATIN KALA was not the one who saw us... if not, we will doom!!! she said she wanted to check our progress of ecology project but all of us didnt turn up... haha... what we discussed during the library was about the renovation of library... lot's of ideas popping out yet not much was doable... nothing was interesting about the library meeting...

grr... hungry again... we went to JS right after the meeting ended... the cheese sandwiched i ordered was not bad and the price was reasonable, costed only RM4.10... of cause, there was other food served with the cheese sandwiched... there were 2 pieces of toasted cheese sandwiches, lots of french fries, and salad... it was consider okay, not as tasty as the one i ate in KL...

yay!!! our tummy had been refilled!!! we went to LIYU's house again, to continue our preparation for class party... we made jelly with longan in it!!! the jelly was cute!!! we even added some agar-agar and guai ling gou into some of the jelly... surprisingly, it was delicious!!!

we finished all the work at about 5pm plus including those washing job... it was a tiring day yet FUNtastic!!!

biology project

2008-11-12T19:31:00.003+08:00

yay!!! i passed up my insect collection and plant collection this morning!!! i felt so relief to to hand it over to teacher... my group members had done a great job in this collections... our effort were beyond words description...

let me show you my insect collection...

nice huh??? too bad, i didnt take any picture of my plant collection...

renovation!!!

2008-11-09T20:12:00.010+08:00

yay!!! i have changed my bloggie layout, finally!!! yet, the background still remain the same typical black... my bloggie is so pinkish now... pinkish header, pink words and pinkish bambino nuffnang ads... lovely huh??? perhaps not to my guy friends... and maybe some of my girl friends too... haha... whatever, i just wanted to do something different on my bloggie... you know, since i have plenty of time now, after my freaking final exam... oh no, no, i dont have much time!!! i need to complete my biology projects before wednesday!!! the biology projects are the insect collection and plant collection that i have mentioned before... wait a minute, have i mentioned before??? erm... well, it doesnt matter... what the heck am i crapping here???

read this:

PINK - Pink symbolises romance and fantancy. You are a day dreamer who is adored. You love to be spoiled. Affectionate and friendly,You make people feel at ease. You can be very playful. You like to feel protected, at needed at the same time. However, your nature is so gentle and soft that you might find it difficult to say no. You are always there for those whom you love. sweet and charming, you hate to be wrongly accused. People who favourite colour is pink are helpless romantics whose life will crumble without love.
~quoted from google search~

oh yes, i am full time day dreamer... i have always wanted to be protected... the feeling of being protected is so sweet!!! my nature is gentle and soft??? is mine??? haha... yea, sometimes, it's just hard to say "no" to people... wow!!! i am sweet and charming!!! nothing is more true than this!!! haha... okay, i should put a fullstop to this self-praising crap, in case someone gives me a forcefulness punch... undeniable, i hate to be wrongly accused... i dont think anyone likes to be wrongly accused... helpless romantics??? am i??? no way, my life will not crumble without couple love!!! i am the living evident!!! haha...

pinkish pictures time!!!

oh my god!!! a dog with pink fur??? eww!!! it's so...so... unattractive... it's purely my own personal stand... no offence to those people who love doggie with pink fur...

looks like i change my bloggie to pink way too early... should have changed it next year february... haha...

nice huh??? there are pink sapphires on the face of the watch!!! okay, it is on my christmas wish list!!! hehe... actually, it doesnt make any difference whether i put it on my christmas wish list, because no one will buy it for me... guys, buy it for your girlfriend, only if your girlfriend like pink... haha... by the way, i am not promoting this watch...

wow!!! it's 12.06am now... enough of this crappy post... time for me to ditch into my piggyland... xoxo!!!

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

2008-11-05T12:50:00.007+08:00

1. Whats your ambition?
~ succeed in life and become rich and famous...

2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
~ frankly, i thought of it a few times before...

3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
~ no... i always lack of confidence...

4. How many babies you want?
~ none... not really fancy on kids...

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
~ of cause... i saw it several times...

6. What is your goal for this year?
~ get good result in all my examination... have many friends especially close friends... get more present during christmas??? hehe...

7. Do you believe in eternity love?
~ not at all...

8. What do you say about your life now?
~ it's hard to say... sometimes, i feel that it is great... sometimes, i feel that it is terrible... lately, i think my life is more to the terrible side... everything seems to be wrong... no one seems to really care about me...

9. What feeling do you love most?
~ happy... the real happy from my deep heart core...

10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
~ mind you, i have high requirement... so, i'd better not to tell here... hehe...

11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
~ i didnt hate anyone... eventhough i always tell people i hate them...

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ i dont think i am this kind...

13. What does flying means to you?
~ freedom... no burden...

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
~ care!!!

15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
~ anywhere that kind draw a smile on my face and concentrate laughter in the atmosphere around me...

16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
~ i will remember her in my heart...

17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
~ eat... shopping... sit glued in front of computer... travelling on the wave of music...

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
~ older in term of age but younger in term of physical look... haha...

19. What is your lucky number?
~ dont know...

20. What is your favourite food?
~ a lot... lamb chop... cheesy wedges... lays potato chips... ice-cream... shark porridge... pumkin soup... curry mutton... and bla bla bla...

I shall tag:
~ no one...

tagged by HERMES!!!

2008-11-05T12:50:00.005+08:00

THE SELF
[01] Real name: *secret*... hehe...
[02] Nickname: fern fern!!!
[03] Married: single and available...
[04] Zodiac Sign: gemini baby!!!
[05] Gender: good question!!! let me check first... erm... male??? no... female??? oh yes, female!!!
[06] Age: *secret*... hehe...
[07] High school: SABS...
[08] College: no money for college... that is why here i am, in form six...
[09] Height: i hate this question!!! skip!!!
[10] Weight: oh god, another disaster question... again, skip!!! hehe...
[11] Do you like yourself: sometimes...
[12] Piercings: none... will have in the future...
[13] Right or left: righty...
[14] Are you a freak: maybe...
[15] Hair: shoulder length...
[16] Skin: dark...
[17] Allergic: yea... to seafood... but i have never bother about it... hehe...
[18] What are you doing now: answering this survey...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: watch television!!!
[20] What will you do 10 years later: how i know??? i am not a fortune teller...

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with : my beloved mommy and my sister...
[22] Siblings(included you): 2...
[23] Eldest: me!!!
[24] Youngest: who else??? my sister of cause...
[25] Love/hate your family: obviously, love!!! LOVE!!!

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: what a sad question??? sadly, no!!!
[27] If yes, who is he/she: no idea...
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: i want him to be he himself...
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: a few times...
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): nope...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-10000): guess so???
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: i dont even have my other half!!!
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: cant you understand what i said???
[34] Ever argue with your other half: hello!!! refer to question number 32!!!
[35] You with your other half since: oh my god!!! you seriously got on my nerve!!! let me repeat again, i dont have my other half...
[36] Reasons you love your other half: utterly no idea!!! refer to question 32 please...
[38] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: refer to QUESTION 32!!!
[39] Ever think of marry he/she: *speechless*

THE FRIENDS
[40] Your first best friend: wei jun... during primary school time...
[41] Your first enemy: you!!!
[42] The friend you love the most(1 only): i give all my love to my friends...
[43] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): you!!!
[44] Your most beautiful girl friend: uncountable!!!
[45] Your most handsome boy friend: loss count!!!
[46] The kind of girl you hate the most: erm... slutty girls???
[47] The kind of boy you hate the most: dinosaur boys???
[48] You fall in love with your close friend before: nah...
[49] Your best friend is your ex-lover: no...
[50] If your friend backstabbing you: i will feel sad and angry...
[51] If your friend betray you: i will consider about our relationship...
[52] If your friend woo your lover: whatever...
[53] If your friend fall in love with you: is this possible???
[54] If you fall in love with your best friend: then, girls please stay away from me if you are not lesbian...
[55] Are you a good student: not really...
[56] You always done your homeworks/assignments: haha... get it???
[57] The teacher/tutor you love the most: a lot...
[58] Always late to school/college: nope...
[59] You love your seniors: some...
[60] Seniors who you love the most: erm... dont know...
[61] Your classmates good/bad: not good... but great!!!
[62] Excellent result classmate: wow!!! hui ling, yong qian, yi shin, li yu and bla bla bla...
[63] Laziest classmate: all of us...
[64] Smart people: a lot!!!
[65] Stupid people: mr r!!! hehe...
[66] Good looking people: everyone is good looking in my class...
[67] Ugly people: none...
[68] Funny people: hui ling, ang, yi shin and others...
[69] Cute people: all my classmates are cute...
[70] Bad people: mr r???
[71] Honest people: does my class have honest people???
[72] Acting people: hui ling!!! she is a good actress!!!
[73] You are what kind of people: ask my friends...

THE PREFER
[74] Lip or eyes: eyes!!!
[75] Hugs or kisses: can i choose both???
[76] Shorter or taller: taller of cause...
[77] Hesitant or spontaneous: in the middle...
[78] Nice stomach or nice arms: both!!!
[79] Listener or Talker: listener...
[80] Romantic or rich: both!!!
[81] Good husband or good father: huh???

THE FUTURE
[82] Age to get marry: utterly no idea...
[83] Numbers of kid(s): none...
[84] Career: cardiac surgeon...
[85] Salary: the more the better...
[86] Retirement age: 40!!!
[87] Properties value: the higher the better...
[88] Wishes: all my wishes come true...

THE VICTIMS
* KERRYN
* SHWU TENG
* JOLENE

sore!!!

2008-11-05T12:00:00.004+08:00

i am glad that i am still here, blogging, showing that my blog is still teeming...

oh my god!!! it was such an awful experience...

i went to the dental clinic to pull tooth again... yesterday, i was chit chatting with CAT about all this dental thingy... i told her that i wanted to get a good-looking male dentist... know what, i really got a chinese male dentist just now!!! howbeit, i didnt know whether he is good looking or not... he was wearing a mask...

the checking process was as usual... a mirror and an unknown silver stick dancing in my mouth... after checking, the dentist gave me two injections!!! gee, it was terrible!!! the pain attacked me was beyond word... i was holding my mom's hand tightly as if my hands were glued permanently to her hand... okay, after injections, i got to rest for a while...

the time ticking super duper fast... 20 minutes past in a blink of eyes... it's my turn again... the dentist tried to make things clear to me... he explained me that i would feel a great pressure in my mouth... when i heard about it, i was terrified, having cold feet, looking at my mom with my pitiful look... my mom came over and hold my hands... when the dentist was going to pull my tooth, i blocked him with my novel... luckily he didnt scold me... he just told me that he couldnt do it with my novel blocking him... i put down the book and let him did his job... a bloodstream of pain was casted to me!!! it was terrible!!! i couldnt do it... i begged the dentist to stop... of cause, he ignored me... he kept telling me that a great pressure will be exerted on my gum... yes, he was true, there's really an eminent pressure exerted on my gum... i felt like my front teeth were going to be pulled and my nose, oh yes, my nose was going to drop!!! i know it might sound ridiculous to many of you, but it was true... come on, who will lie in their diary??? when he was trying to pull my tooth, i was yelling pain... i even pushed the dentist's hand away... what kind of patient am i??? another chinese female dentist and an dentist assistent came and stood in front of me... the nurse told them to stand by... i guess they were worrying that i might stand up and fight with the dentist... haha...

now, i am here, at home, in front of my computer with a mouthful of saliva... i hardly swallow my saliva with a numb mouth and it is still agonizing!!! i am phobia to tooth-pulling!!!

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

2008-10-23T21:49:00.005+08:00

1. Would you marry for money?
* in the present, i would not... but, i cannot guarantee that i will not do that in the future especially if i were in heavy debt... *touch wood, touch wood*

2. Have you had braces?
* going to have... my teeth are freaking ugly and out of proper arrangement... i am going to pull another tooth tomorrow!!!

3. Could you live without a computer?
* yea, only a few days... haha...

4. If you could live in a different decade which would it be?
* can i choose the coming decades???

5. Do you drink enough water?
* sometimes...

6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?
* i walk barefoot in my house... howbeit, i would like wear shoes in the house just like in those tv show...

7. What are your favorite fruits?
* wow!!! a lot... grapes, kiwi, plum, durian, dragonfruit (particular the one with purple flesh), pear (prefer the soft one more), manggo and many more...

8. What is your favorite place to visit?
* erm... anywhere nice, fun, interesting...

9. Are you photogenic?
* haha... photogenic??? hell no!!!

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?
* is it a must to choose either??? i had both...

11. Why do you take surveys?
* good question!!! haha...

12. Do you drink alcohol?
* i drank before...

13. What is the most beautiful language?
* language which can show the person's genuinity...

14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?
* yea, it is so sweet!!!

15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset?
* i think i prefer sunset because i dont have to wake up so early... haha...

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old?
* yea if and only if i were still healthy and in shape when i am 100 years old...

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?
* extremely important... but, i dont one...

18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest?
* eyes???

19. When watching scary movies are the lights on or off?
* depends...

20. Do you believe in magic?
* no... it is merely about illusion...

21. Do you believe in ghosts?
* i do...

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?
* depends on the types of the cartoons...

23. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?
* i have never believed that Santa is real...

24. Do you write poems?
* do i have the shakespeare look???

25. Do you snore?
* sometimes...

26. You sleep more on your back, front,or sides?
* no idea... perhaps, i should on a CCTV in my room...

27. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?
* i am not fancy on either... i like bulldogs!!! especially those with a stern eyes, cool look...

28. Are you basically a happy person?
* i would consider myself as an emo person...

29. Are you tired?
* exhausted...

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?
* sometimes...

31. How do you take your coffee?
* blended...

32. How many landline/cellphones do you have in your house?
* 4...

33. Do you get along with your parents?
* with my dad, 99% i dont... with mum, depends...

34. Do u smoke?
* no way!!!

35. Do you have a kitty?
* nah...

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?
* sad to say, nope... pity huh???

37. What do you do when you're sad?
* keep it to myself...

38. What do you need most now?
* prison break!!!

39. What song are you listening to now?
* nothing... i am watching SHARK!!!

40.what are you craving right now?
* friendship... you know, those real close friends...

I tag :
Emily...
Yong Qian...
Ikram...

toodle-oo baby tooth!!!

2008-10-23T11:34:00.003+08:00

just now i went to clinic to pull my tooth after i took my lovely breakfast... of cause, i brushed my teeth after i ate, before i went to the clinic... how on earth to open my mouth for teeth checking without brushing my teeth??? imagine you are the dentist, checking on the teeth of a patient who didnt brush his teeth before checking... the bad breath drift to your nose... the spinach stuck in between the teeth... eww... okay, i will never ever be a dentist... haha...

i waited for about an hour for my turn "patiently" with my shopaholic book and not to forget my mommy who accompanied me... understandable, this is a government clinic, the charge is cheap, so, i should not have complained... i was damn nervous when it was my turn... i even thought the dentist wanted to pull my tooth right away... actually, she was just holding a teeny mirror, wanted to check my teeth... then, she told me that she was going to give me injection so that i wouldnt feel pain... the injection was painful!!! i told the dentist that the injection was painful... she smiled at me and said i must be the youngest pampered girl in my family... she even think that i am a standard six girl... then, my mom told her that i am actually the eldest child... haha... after that, she pulled my tooth!!! oh god, it wat terribly sucks!!! it's agonising!!!

until now, my mouth is still in numb condition... tonight, my dinner will be porridge for sure... the porridge has to be super duper watery... by the way, i still have about 7 more teeth to be pulled in order to put braces... god, i dont know whether i can bear with it or not, but i will try my best...

toodle-oo baby tooth!!! your domain will be passed down to your next generation... no worries...

tennis!!!

2008-10-22T19:25:00.009+08:00

i broke my promise!!! i promised that i will only update my bloggie after my exam over... i completed only two papers of my exam which were mathematics 1 and general paper 2... okay, let's not talk about exam... it is stomach-turning... wow!!! it has been quite some time i didnt update my bloggie...

here's my new post about my prehistoric tennis lesson...

i signed up for tennis lesson with a coach last sunday... there were another three girls learning with the coach during the 7.30am session which was also the lesson i joined... know what, they are only primary school kids, yet, one of them is much taller than i am... even the coach also thought that she is elder than me... *haha... i look younger than a primary school girl eventhough i am already 18!!! yay!!!* the coach started the lesson immediately... the girls have been learning for about one month plus... so, i am the only new learner... the coach taught me patiently... he taught me all the basic skills like forehand, backhand, highball and so on...

is this me??? oh god!!! i look so awe-inspiring in this picture!!! (self-lying + self-praising... haha...) i have to take god knows how long to be like her, MARIA SHARAPOVA, a good and pretty tennis player...

i found out that my hand swang my hand very mechanically like a robot when the coach asked me to practice forehand...

slowly, i kind of got use to it, started to catch up with it... undeniable, my skill was still cheesy... i played like a kid...

perhaps no, some kids played even better than i did...

the fence of the tennis court is freaking high... howbeit, i still able to hit the tennis ball to the next court!!! the ball almost hit on the guy who was playing at the next court!!! not only that, when i was going to hit the tennis ball which came from my opponent (the girl who is in the same session with me), a baby bird flied down towards the ball!!! it seriously scared me!!! i looked at the scene in awe...

time's up for blogging!!! i need to bath now so that i can watch my drama series later especially the 11pm drama series... today is the last episode!!! i have to watch it!!!

break!!!

2008-10-14T19:10:00.003+08:00

i have a lot of stories to be shared: my so called first ever tennis lesson, the dog show, LIYU's birthday and so on... howbeit, my final exam is around the corner... so, i can only update my bloggie after my final exam... meanwhile, i have to kick my ass to start study...

hasta la vista!!!

xoxo!!!

shopping with teacher!!!

2008-10-11T07:54:00.002+08:00

yesterday was my first ever experience shopping with teacher... LI YU, HUI YI, LYDIA and i went to shop in megamall with PN NORLELA, our library teacher... of cause, we were not shopping for cloth, cosmetic products and et cetera... instead, we went shopping for books!!! haha...

our first station was POPULAR bookstore!!! teacher wanted us to choose books for library... teacher told us that the budget was RM1000!!! wow!!! RM1000 for books!!! that's a lot!!! were were freaking happy when we heard that because it meant price was not important!!! we could choose whatever we want... great!!! initially, we were wondering whether we could buy romance fiction book for library or not.... it's better to make things clear than standing in the fog... so, i went to ask teacher the types of the books she wanted to buy... she said any good book would be fine... she handed me a fiction book and told me the book was good... i got freaking shock when i read the title... know what, the title of the book was french kissing something (cant really remember the exact title)... howbeit, it's just a fiction book, not a guidance book, so, no harm to have it... we chose books without checking the price tags... end up, we bought fiction books and magazines which costed RM600++ at POPULAR bookstore alone...

after that, we went to MBS bookstore... we spent RM300++ there, for fiction books and magazines also... we didnt fulfill our objective of this shopping... we were supposed to buy fiction books and reference books, notwithstanding, we only bought fiction books and magazines... i had never buy books without checking and comparing the price... this was my primordial book shopping experience without checking the price...

after finished shopping, teacher treated me and LYDIA a drink at DELI COUNTRY bakery... LI YU and HUI YI went back earlier... they lost the chance... haha... nevermind, teacher said she wanted to invite us to her house next week... she will cook for us!!! i cant wait for that... *out again??? huifern, dont forget about your final exam!!!*

now, i am looking forward to read those books we bought... mind you, we are pretty good in choosing book... haha... *self-praising* we bought SHOPAHOLICS, THE VAMPIRE DIARIES, PS I LOVE YOU, MEET FIVE PEOPLE IN HEAVEN, MEN ARE FROM MARS, WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS, and a lot more... i cant wait for exam to over!!! i want to read those books!!! *huifern, be patient!!! exam first, novels come in second!!! understand???*

night terrors???

2008-10-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

yesterday when i woke up in the morning, know what, i couldnt move my body again!!! the word "again" brings the meaning this incident is not my first experience... i had been experienced it a few times... whenever it happened, i tried to move my body and open my eyes with full puissance.. howbeit, i failed.... i even tried to open my mouth to call my mum, yet, my effort was a total failure... my heart was pumping with a blood stream of fear... my mind was a paper full of question marks... what had happened to me??? not long, i could feel my body, i could move my body, i could open my eyes... i didnt dare to tell my mum about it... i didnt want her to worry about me... so, i decided to keep it to myself...

i checked on internet about this occurence... yeah!!! finally i found information about this occurence... the occurence was a symptom of sleeping paralysis... it could be caused by many different factors such as sudden increase of blood pressure in brain, inappropriate sleeping posture, depends on the person... after i knew about sleeping paralyse, the fear in my heart was gone... it's nothing to be scared of... it's just a normal incident... haha...

coming holiday

2008-10-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

yeah!!! my dad phoned my mum just now from New Orleans... know what, he finally let me to take my driving lesson!!! i was freaking happy when my mum told me such elated news!!! he said i can take my driving lesson in this coming holiday!!! i cant wait for the holiday!!!

by the way, my final exam is around the corner...
huifern, you'd better get your butt free to study!!! STUDY, understand???
prove to your math2 teacher that form six students are on par with those who study in college and matriculation!!!

a peculiar day

2008-09-30T14:11:00.003+08:00

i woke up this morning, at around 7am, awaken by 2 alarms... i dragged my ponderous body to bathroom, prepared myself for the coming "adventure"...

when i was on the way to TAMAN GELORA, i remembered that i forgot to bring my net which was not really a net... erm... it should be called plastic instead perhaps... my mum had to drive all the way back to home to pick up my hand made net... after that, i met up with CHUI TENG, CHOY MEI, SI TING and not to forget SI TING'S BROTHER, the pro... he helped us to catch a lot of insects...

we started our biology ecology project while waiting for our another group member, MR erhem RAJ... mind you, his aunt followed him there, accompanied him whole day long... his is a perfect example of mummy's son... we finished our biology ecology project which was quadrat and line something... cant remember the name of the technique... ok, forget about it, the name doesnt matter... when we were doing the biology ecology project, RAJ was drawing tables as i told him... the tables were simple tables, yet, he took god knows how long to draw them... i had no idea what took him so long... eventually, he finished drawing the tables...

we went to catch insects... of cause, he didnt join us... this is because he is not our group member for the insect collection project... okay, let's not talk about him... he is a not important person... we caught many insects, for instance, grasshoppers (real big grasshoppers), dragonflies, butterflies and a sizable bee!!! we cut some leaves for our plant collection project too!!!

here comes the captivating part of this blog...

when we were catching insects, SI TING saw a weird guy whom seemed without any pants looking at us... we thought he was wearing swim wear as he walked from the beach... so, we didnt bother much... not long, he went away... we continued our insect catching process at another place... GOD!!! SI TING, SI TING'S BROTHER and i saw him there, at a bench, bending his body, showing his fair and firm buttock to us!!! he was half naked!!! he wore only t shirt without any pants!!! we walked towards CHUI TENG and CHOY MEI whom didnt realise the existence of the psycho man... we told them what we saw, and decided to walk away from there... when we turned around, wanted to cross the bridge to go back to the place where we put our stuft, guess what we saw, we saw his dick!!! GOD!!! he is psycho!!! he showed us his dick!!! luckily, he didnt come near us... he just showed to us at a bench not far from us... well, his dick is kind of small... haha... i guess, he didnt dare to come near us because we had razor and nets with us... we thought of many ways to protect us if he came near us... if he came near us, i would like to inject formalin into his dick... haha... *evil*... we walked towards the place where we kept our stuft... we kept our stuft and sat there waiting for cars... we saw the psycho from far... he wore his pants and jogged to another part of TAMAN GELORA...

after couple minutes, our parents came to fetch us... i cant believe that i will meet such psycho man...

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

2008-09-26T22:06:00.003+08:00

Tag.

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things / habits / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tag and list their names.

4. No tags back!so let's get started with this 15 things that i can't help myself with:

1. i always bite my pen whenever i am studying and doing homework...
2. i love to day dream about my future life...
3. i love to imagine there's always someone concern about me eventhough i have critical diseases or loss memory...
4. i have always wanted to know the feeling after we die...
5. i am a worrier... this characteristic makes me think of the negative side habitually whenever i do something...
6. i like to scribble my exam papers during exam...
7. i say i want to diet repeatedly but my plan to diet will be terminated... it has never last ...
8. i will have cold sweat on my palm whenever i am nervous...
9. i am a blabbermouth, always gossip here and there...
10. sometimes, i picture myself as a rich girl who can buy anything i want...
11. i dont like to throw my stuft away unless i dont like it very much... i feel that there's bond between me and my stuft...
12. i am lazy to keep my clothes until all my clothes lying on my king size bed whereas me, ended up sleeping on matress on the floor...
13. i will make myself busy if i am upset...
14. i dont like to eat hot food... i will let it cold before i eat... eventhough it is a hot plate... sometimes, i even put ice in any food with hot soup...
15. sometimes, i lie to myself so that i feel better...

AND I TAG :
- emily...
- gary...
- soon keat...
- jolene...
- wern yen...
- kerryn...
- yew hong...
- calvin...
- goh...
-ikram...

what have i done???

2008-09-25T17:53:00.003+08:00

what have i done until both of you dont want to friend me??? merely because of tullgren funnel, both of u marked me as your enemy, stopped talking with me??? what the frog!!! why made such a big deal from a small matter??? furthermore, it was not my fault!!! i will stand strong on my point because i believe i did nothing wrong in that matter... all along i think we are good friends... now, it doesnt seem so anymore... now, i have to keep distance with her in case both of you dont want to friend her just because of me... i do not wish her to be the middle person... it's not easy to be a middle person... she needs both of you more... i must not be selfish... instead, i must learn, i must grow to fit myself in this new situation...

SORRY!!!

i hope you understand, HARMIN...

september monthly test result

2008-09-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

september test was my pioneer test in form six... well, it was sucks... without crapping much, here's my result...

biology: 62%
oh, my biology!!! i lost most of my mark in the essay section...

chemistry: 56%
abreviated conclusion: my chemistry sucks!!!

math1: 58%
math2: 98%
the total mark for my math paper is 78%... *sigh* what a lousy result???

pengajian am: 75%
i dont like a least bit of pengajian am... so, no comment about it...

MUET: 99
wow!!! huifern suddenly becomes a pro in english... unbelievable... haha... actually it's 99 over 120 mark... the full mark for MUET is 120... so, converted into 100%, it will be 83%...

friends

2008-09-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

what happened to my friends??? we used to be so close like a family, had such a strong bond among us... we had fun together, enjoyed our golden recess time together, went out together... ... now, our group have been broken into 2 groups... harmin and i are the middle people... we are stuck in between in 2 groups... mind you, it's hard to be in the middle... whenever we talked to 1 group, the another group will looked at us one kind... we had to listen to their disatisfaction and some sort like hatred towards the another group... this made me felt that i am such a double-faced jerk... i do not know what to do... i want the original group, the big cool family that we used to have to reform... i want them to stop naming each other foe... why they want to fight over a stranger... ok, he's not really a stranger but in terms of family, yes, he is a stranger... i lost my mind on the ways of linking all of you together again... i dont know what to do... i felt i am such a coward because i am trying to avoid being sandwished by these 2 groups by keep distance from them... howbeit, this made me a loner too... i lost the the shelter i can count on... of cause, harmin is still with me now... what about next year??? harmin is going to college next year... where can i fit myself in???

it's time to wake up

2008-09-16T19:18:00.002+08:00

i have been drunk for few months, engrossed in my failures... this few days, i have been thinking about it over and over again... don't ask me why the heck i suddenly think about it... frankly, i dont know... it just happened... i realised that i shouldn't stay at the same point stick with the failures... instead, i should move on and break all the bond formed between me and the failures... i should not give up on myself... instead, i should be more industrious like ants to succeed... it's time to stop giving up on ownself... it's time to put a full stop to the drench of the past especially the failures...

wow!!! such a serious post... *sigh* finally i can put it down... i am not sure whether i had put them all down or not but at least i understood and awaked...

TC!!!

2008-09-13T09:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday night we celebrated our friends whose birthday drop in september, success in organising librarian annual farewell and meanwhile, release our stress after exam at tc... it was totally FUNTASTIC!!!

i went to LIYU's house waiting for JIN JIN and CATHERINE... after that, CATHERINE became the driver, fetched us to TC...

we gathered at MC D and walked to HILLVIEW to have steamboat as our dinner... we crapped and crapped all the way to the restaurant... GARY did the order... poor YONG QIAN who has allergic... she didnt eat anything there but watched us gulping our food... you know what, she even helped us to remove the prawns' shell... thanks a lot, YONG QIAN mummy!!! haha... without knowing how it started, HUI YI, HUI LING, me and JIN JIN suddenly acted as if we were actor and actresses... HUI YI acted as TONY LEONG CHIU WAI; HUI LING acted as CHEUNG MAN YUK; i acted as CARINA LAU KA LING; JIN JIN acted as JOLIN TSAI... we did all sort of crazy stufts and not to forget attack the food gluttoniously... haha...

we ate until 10pm something... we thought we can enjoy our desert (tiramisu cake) there but the restaurant closing time is 10pm!!! ok, fine... we went to the booth in front of MC D to continue our desert session... LUM was the 'cake sitter'... he took care of the cake, carried the cake... when we reached there, we realised that we didnt have any lighter... how were we supposed to light the canddle??? cake without lighting canddle means nothing for birthday... at that moment, all sort of crazy ideas like light fire with stone, light fire with sticks and others popped out... suddenly, someone came!!! guess who??? YI SHIN aka YIPO came!!! oh, our saviour!!! haha... we punished her to borrow lighter for coming late... thank you so much, YIPO!!! finally, we got to eat the cake... another problem popped out... how to divide the cake??? there were so many of us... eventually, the cake was divided into 4 parts... each part was cut into 5 slices by 3 different cake cutter... the patterns of each part were different too... YUNG YAU was the worst cake cutter... haha... howbeit, he cut the nicest for LUM... *jealous**jealous*...

we went to the beach to play canddles after we won in the battle 'we versus cake'... haha... we played there for a while and went to the stalls to eat jelly ice special... it was toothsome!!! ANDREW came when we was eating the jelly ice special... wow!!! know what, when we were eating the jelly ice special, it was already 12am something!!! doomed!!! i told mummy to wait for me because i was way too lazy to bring along my house key... i even told mummy that i will coem back before 12am...

a big bold capital 'THANK YOU' to chua who fetched me home... hehe... luckily mummy didnt say anything... i expected her to nag me or scold me... surprisingly, she didnt... of cause, as a good girl, i reported everything to mummy... haha... my mummy even pitied chua because he had to fetched frederick home as frederick's house is so far...

i will grab pictures from the others and upload here as soon as possible... mind you, this is not a promise... i dare not to promisea because i always forget to upload... haha... sorry!!!

hello kitty mooncake!!!

2008-09-13T09:47:00.003+08:00

cute huh??? my daddy bought it specially for me!!! there are butterfly mooncakes too... but i heart this hello kitty mooncake more!!! haha...

tagged by KARLISYLE!!!

2008-09-10T20:05:00.004+08:00

same as the tag below yet tagged by different tagger... *is there such word as tagger??? haha...*

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
~ she is my friend since form four at SABS!!! i knew her in camp...

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.
~ popular...
~ pretty!!! this is commonly known by everyone...
~ emo...
~ kind of straight forward sometimes...
~ walking speaker??? haha...

3.The most memorable things she had done for you.
~ be together with me during kem diraja (the most sucks camp ever)...

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
~ haha... sorry, no idea...

5. If she become your lover, you will...
~ killed!!! her b will kill me immediatelly for grabbing his gf...

6. If she become your enemy, you will...
~ i will not answer this taggie...

7. If she become your lover, she has to improve on...
~ becoming a lesbian... haha...

8. If she become your enemy, the reason is...
~ i didnt i answer this taggie???

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
~ erm... hit her!!! haha... i have never hit her before...

10. The overall impression of her is...
~ 1 word: STUNNING!!!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
~ dont know... this question should be appointed to the people around me...

12. The character of you for yourself is?
~ erm... kind of sarcastic and mean, sometimes...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
~ sucks in everything!!! think too much!!!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
~ good in every aspects!!!

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
~ i love you!!!

Ten people to tag(must reply!) :
~ refer to the tag below... it's the same tag but tagged by different amigos of mine...

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
~ no idea... i wonder whether he is still single and available or not... haha...

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
~ my sis is obviously a female la...

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
~ erm... it would be a good thing because can reserve 2 guys for the others as both of them are girls... haha...

How about no. 5 and 8?
~ i cant imagine!!!

What is no. 1 studying about?
~ stpm... she is studying at my school's neighbour school...

Is no. 4 single?
~ yea, i guess... she is single and available with lots of fans!!!

Say something about no. 6
~ pikachu!!!

tagged by GARY!!!

2008-09-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

Tagged by: GARY!!!

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
~ her??? haha... Gary is a her??? haha...

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.
~ a he!!!
~ seducing??? haha... not to me but maula... haha... *hope maula doesnt read my blog... if not he is going to kill me!!!*
~ crazy freak!!! he danced with mushroom toy!!! haha...
~ noisy...
~ good in playing violin...

3. The most memorable things he had done for you.
~ for me??? is showing me all the dance he did with the mushroom toy counted??? haha...

4. The most memorable things he have said to you?
~ erm... he craps all the time... i didnt realise any memorable things blurted from his mouth...

5. If he become your lover, you will...
~ i will be killed by his dear su jean!!!

6. If he become your enemy, you will...
~ as if i care??? haha... *jkjk*

7. If he become your lover, he has to improve on...
~ erm... ... stop dancing with mushroom toy!!! it's embarassing... haha... *i just translated what you wrote... so easy...*

8. If he become your enemy, the reason is...
~ he is crazy!!! haha...

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
~ dissect him!!! i want to see what's wrong with his mind!!! how can he said i am a crazy bitch??? i am such an innocent quiet girl... *self-praising* so, something must have gone wrong in his mind...

10. The overall impression of he is...
~muahaha... 2 words: crazy but fun!!!

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
~ dont know... this question should be appointed to the people around me escept GARY!!! haha...

12. The character of you for yourself is?
~ erm... kind of sarcastic and mean, sometimes...

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
~ sucks in everything!!!

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
~ good in every aspect!!!

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
~ i love you!!!

Ten people to tag :
1. ~ emily
2. ~ calvin
3. ~ hui
4. ~ kerryn
5. ~ leonard
6. ~ yew hong
7. ~ jyo lyn
8. ~ enwei
9. ~ boon hwee
10. ~ wern yen

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
~ no idea... i wonder whether he is still single and available or not... haha...

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
~ my sis is obviously a female la...

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
~ erm... it would be a good thing because can reserve 2 guys for the others as both of them are girls... haha...

How about no. 5 and 8?
~ i cant imagine!!!

What is no. 1 studying about?
~ stpm... she is studying at my school's neighbour...

Is no. 4 single?
~ yea, i guess... she is single and available with lots of fans!!!

Say something about no. 6
~ pikachu!!!

tattoo artist???

2008-09-05T21:25:00.003+08:00

this is what i did during MUET period due to boredom...

after that, i went for BIOLOGY class which was taught by PN KALA... she accidentally saw the butterfly i drew... she asked whether i drew it on my own or not... she even say i can be a tattoo artist... i was like ''can i??? i cant even draw!!! i just know how to scribble... haha...''... of cause, i didnt say it out... haha...

national day marching

2008-09-01T09:09:00.004+08:00

yesterday, i went to school around 6.30am!!! early huh??? there were people earlier than me... all of us joined the marching event for national day... we prepared ourselves with all the accesories on the bus... when we arrived, we saw our commandan and another senior... after we fixed our uniform, they gave us some advice and arranged our position again because the SMART PBSM-ers did not bring gloves and name tags... where's my position??? still the same... they had changed the position three times yet my position still the same, the right side of the most front row... we waited there started from god knows what time... waited and waited for the arrival of those VIP... people behind went to buy drinks and food while we all at the front had to cover for them... WTF!!! there were a few pampered freak were wearing the welding hat sitting there... okay, not exactly the welding hat but more or less the same as welding hat... finally, it's our turn to march... OMG!!! disaster arrived... it was such a mess!!! even the army stood in front of me also have the same thought... then he suggested me to shout... okay, i shouted... indeed, i kind of afraid that the SMART PBSM-ers will think that i wanted to show off at the beginning... yes, only at the beginning... after that, i didnt bother much about that... after the marching event, LYDIA bought me 2 cans of MILO... thanks LYDIA!!! after that, we got our coupon to take our food... we went to take our food... OMG!!! we waited for about 45mins just to get a box of KFC meal and a can of pepsi... this is due to the pepsi drink hadnt arrive yet... i could not stop my mouth from blurting out the F word... frankly, i did that... come on, i stood under the burning hot sun and in the middle of the crowd... plus, my height brought me such a disadvantage... i cant breath in the middle of giants!!! yet, there were some people who made fun of my height... fine!!! i didnt want to bother about them... what i wanted was food and drink!!! hey, i didnt take any breakfast!!! i needed food!!! ended up, i gave up the drink and pushed myself to go in front to take my food... by the time i reached in front, the pepsi fella came... so, i got my pepsi too!!! my abreviated conclusion: it was a sucks day!!!

librarian annual farewell

2008-09-01T08:46:00.005+08:00

30th of august was SABS LIBRARIAN ANNUAL FAREWELL... it was great and FUN-TASTIC!!! eventhough the leadoff of the ceremony was kind of chaotic, overall it was okay... the opening dance was impressing... singing done by form four librarian was sweet... break dance done by form two students was intriguing... not to forget sketch conducted by jian cheng, it was FUNNY!!! the game which we worried the most was not bad... everyone enjoyed it... i like the patriotic song singing part... mind you, it was fun... laughters filled the air... the whole hall was in the atmosphere of cheer... i like the so called photography session too... we took lots of lots of pictures... i am glad that teacher said it was the best... THANKS to SK whom is the organising chairman and of cause to ALL COMMITTEE MEMBERS... see, cooperation brings succees... haha...

pictures pictures pictures... ... ...

anjili, harmin and i... carmen, u were out of the photo!!! nevermind, your tie was in the photo... haha...

harmin and i again!!! who's the guy in the middle??? our responsible organising chairman, SK...

carmen, anjili, our beloved PN NORLELA, me and harmin!!!

my GL and i... i looked weird in this picture... fine!!! FINE!!!

blur picture... anjili, carmen, me and harmin!!!

there were lots of pictures more... i will upload them all soon!!!

promise

2008-08-30T20:02:00.001+08:00

i broke my promise!!!

MPPT6's INSTALLATION & FAREWELL NIGHT

2008-08-30T06:57:00.005+08:00

yesterday night was SABS MPPT6's INSTALLATION & FAREWELL NIGHT... it was held at MEXICA GARDEN SEAFOOD RESTAURANT which is above SWING!!! haha... we actually planned to go SWING but it's late so our plan was canceled... haha...

you know what, i went to HARMIN's house to change right after the LIBRARIAN ANNUAL FAREWELL dry run... it's kind of rushing... THANKS for HARMIN for letting me to change at her house... i played tennis with her brother... erm... maybe not... should be her brother was teaching me tennis... haha... THANKS YA for teaching me tennis!!! then, MICHELLE and KAUREE came... we went to a saloon together because MICHELLE and HARMIN wanted to fo their eyebrow... we waited and waited... finally, it's MICHELLE and HARMIN's turn... according to them, it's kind of pain... nevermind, the pain worth beauty... haha... after that, HARMIN and I went back to her house to take bath, dress up and paint our nail... THANKS to SHARON for painting my toe nails... OMG!!! i took so long to choose my outfit... plus, the outfit looked ugly... frankly, it's eminently ugly!!! i wore that outfit to KAUREE's house... hehe... i borrowed 1 black dress from KAUREE... it looked better than the previous one... much better... howbeit, i still looked fat in the dress!!! *sigh* we dress up, make up, chit chat... ... ... until about 8pm when IKRAM called us to be fast... we rushed to the restaurant and saw IKRAM waiting for us downstairs... haha... he leaded us to our table... five of us sat with WILLIAM and HULIATA (sorry if i spelt your name wrongly)... HULIATA is a girl from ARGENTINA who is currently studying at SMK TANAH PUTIH... IKRAM was the emcee of the night so he only sit with us once in a while... we took lots of food until our plate looked like a hill... hungry wolves need lots of food what... haha... we ate, we cheered, we shouted, we made noise, we talked, we laughed... after the dinner over, we took many pictures as memory... i will upload all the pictures soon after i grab from MICHELLE, WILLIAM and HULIATA... haha... MICHELLE fetched us all home... guess what happened during the journey, we were blocked by police... *darn* the police simply blocked us for fun, i guess... i reached home about 11pm something... i slept without removing my make up... by the way, i took a few pictures of myself before i slept... haha...

here are the pictures...

i have no comments on these pictures because i look fat in all the pictures!!! *sob**sob*... if anyone of you wanna comment on these pictures just do it in my cbox but dont give harsh critic, okay??? just a mild critic will be enough... haha...

why didnt he go yesterday night??? i thought i could see him yesterday night... searched and searched the shadow of him but... ... nevermind... it's a good thing because it prevented me from breaking my promise to myself which is not to kap him anymore... unless he suddenly appear in front of me... haha...

all about today

2008-08-28T15:41:00.005+08:00

PN PHANG was angry with my class today because we went to chemistry lab kind of late... furthermore, it was our primordial chemistry experiment... luckily, it was only a practice not the real STPM practical... we did the experiment, titration individually... omg!!! my experiment results was sucks!!! the experiment results i got were 24 and 24.2!!! why??? why was the difference 0.2??? why not 0.1??? if 0.1 then my mark will not be deducted and i can get full mark for that section... can u believe that my mark was deducted due to the 0.2??? no matter what, u got to believe... this is STPM... i hope i can do better next week chemistry practical...

i saw him today!!! he looked better today... i mean his mood... few days ago, he looked like he was stress out... i did stopped kap him... he was the one who suddenly popped out... i cant pretend that i didnt see him, right??? if i did so, i was lying to myself... lying is not good especially to ownself... that's why i didnt lie to myself... haha... *many excuses*... haha...

~~test is around the corner!!! huifern, you'd better kick your ass to start study!!! dont you realise that you actually know nothing???~~

~~no, i know something... i know that PA1 is a freaking boring subject; chemistry is a freaking hard subject; biology is a freaking easy to forget subject; math is a freaking subject with more ABC than 123... see, i do know something...~~

~~stop crapping!!!~~

~~alright alright!!! i stop talk crap!!! i will study later... i guess... haha...~~

~~do you wanna doom in your first test???~~

~~no, of cause i dont...~~

~~then???~~

~~okay... i will study but not now... i need a nap now... later, okay???~~

~~you'd better stick to what you said just now...~~

this is the conversation in my mind... i am getting crazier and crazier... i think i need a psychologist... a psychiatrist perhaps... haha...

my holiday!!!

2008-08-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

*sigh* school is going to reopen tomorrow which indicates that my holiday is leaving me soon!!! why???

let me show you how i spent my holiday...

SATURDAY: PBSM...

SUNDAY: CARE programme...

MONDAY: LIBRARY stuft... YUMCHA at DELI COUNTRY and watch SUSUK with friends...

TUESDAY: LIBRARY stuft... watch WALL E with my cousins... (we imported tarts and brownies into the cinema by putting them in the pop corn box whereas the sandwiches, we put them in my cousin's bag covered with sweater... haha...)... LUNCH at MC DONALD with my cousins after movie... (we imported CHEESY WEDGES from KFC to MC DONALD... haha...)...

WEDNESDAY: BUKIT PELINDUNG... (to catch insects for our biology project...)...

THURSDAY: around KUANTAN (for example: TAMAN PERTANIAN, SEMAMBU, JABOR ROAD, GARDEN and so on...) to find fern for biology practical...

FRIDAY: KL...

SATURDAY: KL...

SUNDAY: TAMAN PERTANIAN...

everyday was occupied with activities which made my holiday an intriguing holiday... howbeit, my homework was not touched and i didnt study at all...

back from KL

2008-08-24T10:06:00.005+08:00

i came back from KL few hours ago... eventhough it was only a 2 days 1 night trip, it was great!!! by the way, i went with both my parents by bus...

on the first day, we went to check in at a SUN INNS LAGOON HOTEL which is nearby to SUNWAY PYRAMID... from PUDU RAYA to SUNWAY PYRAMID, the taxi fare (budget taxi) was only 27 bucks... i expected it would be more expensive as the petrol price in MALAYSIA had not been reduced yet... after that we went to NASI KANDAR JAADAR RESTAURANT to fill up our tummy... three of us ordered the same food, NASI BERIANI... the rice was delicious but not the chicken... after eating gluttonously, we went back to our hotel to have a rest... we rested for few minutes, we went shopping at SUNWAY PYRAMID due to the boredness in the hotel... walked under the rain was quite fun!!! we went from shops to shops... there were so many beautiful charming stufts!!! all the things seemed to be yelling 'BUY ME'!!! my eyes uncontrolably looking at them... my hands too, out of control!!! my dad bought us an icekimo, an ice-blended drink and a wafito from daily fresh... coincidentally, there was a competitio, icekimo competition... know what??? i joined it... the competition seemed easy as a pie but it wasnt!!! the contestants were required to finish 2 cups of icekimo in 2 minutes time!!! well, i only to managed 1 and a quarter of the icekimo... haha... howbeit, i got 2 vouchers for a large sup corn and an icekimo... after this, my dad and mum went to the foodcourt to have their dinner... i didnt order anything because i was full at that time after swallowed 1 and a quarter of icekimo... haha... my dad was complaining his tiredness after spending hours loitering in the mall with us... therefore, i missed my chance to meet SHOW LUO!!! *sob**sob*... before we went back to hotel, i bought a mee mamak from NASI KANDAR JAAFAR RESTAURANT... i ate it in the hotel while watching television... the mee looked not inviting at all... surprisingly, it tasted nice!!!

now here goes the second day... we took our breakfast at the same place again, NASI KANDAR JAAFAR RESTAURANT... we tried the roti canai instead... the roti canai was toothsome... after that, we check out and went to SUNWAY PYRAMID again... i used my vouchers i got on the first day... we lingered in the mall until 12pm something then we went to TIMES SQUARE by cab... the taxi fare was considerable... 46 bucks from SUNWAY PYRAMID to PUDU RAYA... furthermore, the taxi was not budget taxi but executive taxi... from PUDU RAYA, we walked to BERJAYA PLAZA, SUNGEI WANG and then TIMES SQUARE... there was nothing special in BERJAYA PLAZA and SUNGEI WANG... TIMES SQUARE was not as merry as SUNWAY PYRAMID... SUNWAY PYRAMID was merrier but TIMES SQUARE had more cheap stufts... there were many shops (for example: SILVERLIGHT, SHOPAHOLICS and so on... cant really remember the shops' name)selling 10bucks, 15bucks clothes and shoes!!! obviously, i wont be left out... haha... not only me, my mum and dad too!!! by the way, i saw many women wearing black head scarft (half of the faces were covered), black long clothes, black socks, black gloves, black shoes and black sunglasses!!! my heart was whispering "dont they feel hot???"... haha... besides, i also saw some good looking guys there!!! voila mamma mia!!! haha... after hours of shopping, we went to the food court at 10th floor... varities of food were sold there: penang food, ipoh foos, italian food, thai food, vegetarian food and lots lots more... i ate bangkok fried rice... it was delicious and only cost 5.20bucks!!! 25cents were the government tax... the vegetarian dish my mum ate and the japanese fried rice my dad ordered were not bad too... our next destination was LOW YATT PLAZA... same as BERJAYA PLAZA and SUNGEI WANG, nothing special... except for the cute guy i saw there... haha... my mum started to grumble about her tiredness when we were hovering there... so, we went to 168, a grocery store like 7-ELEVEN to buy some snacks and walked to PUDU RAYA waiting for our bus... ultimately, our bus arrived at about 8.20pm...

after 3 hours plus journey, here i am, at my sweet home... haha...

pictures time!!!

this shop is located at the 4th floor if i am not mistaken... this shop is cool!!! only members are allowed to enter... if u see the picture carefully, u will realise that the people in pictures are real!!! by the way, this shops's name is SOCKS!!! go and take a look... the people are so cool no matter the clothes, hair style or make up...

see, here is where the shop is located... below AVIN...

this is one of the things i bought... this heels cost only 19bucks!!! such cheap heels can never be found in KUANTAN... actually i quite surprise when i saw many things in KL were cheaper than in KUANTAN...

tagged by WERN YEN!!!

2008-08-24T09:47:00.006+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
* break up!!!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
*all my dreams will come true... haha...

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
*my ownself... i need to kick my butt to finish my homework!!!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
*travel... charity... family... study... saving... buy properties...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
* not idea...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
* being loved by someone for sure!!!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
* dont know...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
* kap him!!!

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
* yea!!! yesterday i went shopping from 10am something until 8pm something!!! great!!!

10. What takes you down the fastest?
* hollowness...

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
* still female...

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
* my family... my relatives... and not to forget my friends!!!

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
* my bag keeper... kind and sweet...

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
* erm... no idea... depends...

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
* off alarm!!!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
* no... i am a self protectice person... haha...

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
* depends...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
* depends again!!!

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
* can i choose both???

List 5 people to tag
* anyone...

fern oh fern!!!

2008-08-21T13:46:00.004+08:00

i went around the whole kuantan to find fern (scientifically known as dryopteris)... you must be wondering what the heck the fern for... well, i need the fern for my biology practical... my teacher wants a perfect fern... lots of spores... not spoilt (not even a small tiny little part)... no overlap... neat... beautiful... pity all of us, the biology class students... mind you, fern is very hard to find... i only managed to found some at semambu... to those who havent found any, u can try your luck at semambu... howbeit, the perfect ferns there are limited...

this is where i went at the first place, taman pertanian... i failed to find any fern there... but, my dad went home with tonnes of spoils of war... durians... rambutans... manggosteens... banana choc... my dad bought from the carnival hold at taman pertanian... lots of fruits and plants were sold there... cheap and nice!!!

the path leading to no where...

the lake...

calm and nice...

expedition to bukit pelindung

2008-08-20T16:27:00.003+08:00

today my classmates and i organised an expedition to bukit pelindung... we went there on a mighty errand which was insect catching!!! yes, we went there to catch insects!!! we need to catch insects for our collection... the insect collection is part of our biological project... during the nescent journey, all of us were unduly excited... talked non stop... laughed non stop... as time passed, we felt the tiredness.... before we entered the jungle, we took a rest at a booth... we saw a few freaking huge ants there!!! CAT caught it alive... me??? hehe... i sprayed insecticide to the ant until it died... clever huh??? haha... *self approbation*... haha... not long after we entered the jungle track... we saw a holy staircase... it seemed to lead us on pilgrimage... haha... after that, we found some mushrooms... those mushrooms with variety sizes were cute!!! L size... M size... S size... XS size... haha... the journey was getting harder and harder as it rained yesterday... so the floor of the jungle was slippery... SIZ BOON leaded us to a big tree trunk with a lot of huge ants!!! the ants were freaking huge!!! much larger than the previous ant we saw at the booth!!! u can even see the mouth of the ant!!! can u imagine how big is the ant??? about 1 thumb long!!! we managed to catch a few... i was kind of jealous seeing those couples helping each other to continue the track... i wish i have one too... too bad, i dont have... the rest of the journey was full with screaming... some people fell down... luckily no injured... i was freaking scared when i almost fell down... luckily i was able to grab the rattan, if not, i seriously didnt know what will hapen to me... maybe i will break my legs... maybe i will end up fainted down there... maybe i will died... eventually, we succeded to finish the whole track... the first thing we did after the expedition was curry mee hunting!!!we went straight to hoi yin to kick away our famishment...

*darn*... my dad came to fetch me so damn late... after he fetched me, he didnt go back home straight... he went to computer shop to buy printer... only god knows how long he took to buy the baby printer... my mum and i waited for so long in the car... pity me, wearing the sweaty T... my mum grumbled and grumbled about not taking breakfast... so, my dad brought us to restaurant... of cause, i didnt eat anything... i just sat there quietly enjoying my 100 plus... finally, we can go home!!! when we reached home, i thought i can take my princess bath... *darn again*... my dad asked me to install the printer for him... i told him i was like a sweaty hippo and needed a bath first... you know what, he scolded me... so, i was like "fine, i install, right now"... when i was almost finished installing the printer, he told me to bath since i took so long to install it... omg!!! why cant he let me bath first???

by the way, i saw him today... as usual, with a big sunny smile on the face... why he suddenly popped out in front of me??? i just about to let him go, dont wanna kap him anymore... now, his appearance made my effort gone...

first kiss

2008-08-18T07:13:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went to mexica garden restaurant for a programme- citizen's action in response to emergencies (CARE) programme... this programme was organised by st john ambulans pahang... there were lecture and workshop... the workshop was divided into a few sections and the attendees were allowed to try out the steps taught by the st johners... one of the section is CPR... when i was doing the CPR to a dummy, my memory about my first ever kiss flash back into my mind... i lost my first kiss to a dummy during kem diraja!!! that was the first time i did CPR... haha... *lame*...

first day of holiday

2008-08-16T19:12:00.003+08:00

i went back to school today for PBSM... *sigh*... have to go back to school during hloiday... furthermore, today is the first day of holiday... as usual, commandant gave speech and marching practice... the only different was the announcement of new board committee members...
congratz to those who got post!!!
surpriselessly, i got the post secretory... i said surpriselessly was merely because i knew about the new board committee members before this... not because i am super duper confident that i will get the post... dont misunderstood ya!!! after the announcement, chun hong, the ex secretory briefed me about those documents stuft and gave me a few thick thick files with a lot of old documents like letters, reports and bla bla bla... i will do my best to be a good secretory!!! this is a promise to myself...

my primordial GL experience

2008-08-15T17:05:00.003+08:00

today is my first day to pick up the resposibility of a GL... GL stands for group leader which means i am the head of today library shift... the job of a GL is very wide... lead the librarian of the day to do works regarding library is the major job of a GL... frankly, i have never thought of being a GL... my first experience was okay... only a few librarian under me were not so cooperative... they were kind of lazy, needed me to kick their ass to do work... overall, yes, it was okay...

i'm sorry!!!

2008-08-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

Lydia, i am sorry!!! because of me, u lost your post in the society... i didnt mean to do that... my intention of the result protest was merely because of me myself... i just want to get a post in the society because i think i have the eligibility to get a post... i didnt mean to cause you lost your post... i am very sorry to you!!! i will try to help you tomorrow...

SORRY!!!

my biology practical outgrowth

2008-08-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

let's see my ant and cricket!!!

the ant was dipped into formalin, glued on the cardboard and finally "bake" in the oven... whereas the cricket was dissected to remove the internal organs (it was fun!!!) and replaced them with cotton wool soaked in formalin, dipped into formalin and lastly "bake" in the oven...

1st pose!!!

2nd pose!!!

my little ant ant!!!

3rd pose!!!

dissection!!!

2008-08-12T18:59:00.003+08:00

today i performed my pioneer dissection!!! it was not any complicated dissection... it was a simple dissection practical... albeit it was simple, it was not easy like taking candy from a baby... what i dissected was a cricket... we removed all the intestines and other internal organ in the abdomen and put cotton wool into the abdomen... after that, we soaked the all cricket into the formalin and "bake" it in the oven so that we can use it as our collections... haha... too bad we didnt take any picture as memory... i was so lost before i dissected it... howbeit, when i started to dissect it, the feeling of lost gone... instead, i felt excited to do it... haha...

my new friend

2008-08-08T18:52:00.001+08:00

this is my new friend, william, from france...

tagged by KERRYN!!!

2008-08-08T17:43:00.003+08:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 5:45pm... just woke up...

Name: you know who...
Sisters: 1... i am the eldest... haha...
Brothers: sad to say none... i want an elder brother!!!
Shoe size: depends on the brand and the type of shoes... haha...
Height: *silent*... haha...
Where do you live: my house... nope, should be my dad's house... i dont own a house...
Favourite drinks: ice blended!!!
Favourite breakfast: erm... no idea... haha...
Have you ever been on a plane: no...
Swam in the ocean: would like to... but so far, no...
Fallen asleep in school: i did once before... maybe more than once... haha...
Broken someone's heart: guess so...
Fell off your chair: once... when i was tricked by my friend...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no... i dont even know who is my someone...
Saved e-mails: yaya...
What is your room like: messy nest... haha...
What's right beside you: erm... newspaper... haha...
What is the last thing you ate: swiss roll!!! i love that...
Ever had chicken pox: no...
Sore throat: of cause...
Stitches: so far, nope nope...
Broken nose: nah... i dont wish to try it...
Do you believe in love at first sight: nah... for me, no such thing...
Like picnics: yaya!!!
Who was the last person you danced with: erm... cant remember... it's been centuries ago...
Last made you smile: erm... i didnt realise who is the last made me smile...
You last yelled at: erm... no idea at all... haha...

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: no... he didnt talk to me... he looked like in bad mood today...
Kissed anyone: yes...
Get sick: not really... only something wrong with my nose...
Talked to an ex: nah nah...
Miss someone: more than one... haha...

Best feeling in the world: erm... happy!!!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: sure!!! lots of them... haha...
Who do you really hate: no one...

What time is it now: 6:08pm... 2 more hours to olympic beijing 2008...

Randoms:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: frankly, yes...
Q: Do you have any siblings: yes... 1 younger sister who is taller than i am...
Q: Do you want children: nah... not interested...
Q: Do you smile often: guess so...
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: not at all... so "neat"... haha...
Q: Are your toenails painted: yea... silver white...
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: any bed that is clean and comfortable...
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: white...
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: downloading photoshop...
Q: I can't wait till: ... ... *speechless*... haha...
Q: When did you cry last: the day before yesterday...
Q: Are you a friendly person: this question should be appointed to my friends...
Q: Do you have any pets: is ant consider pet??? my house has many ants!!!

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: no idea...
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? : cant remember who's the last person who held my hand...
Do you sleep with the TV on?: No way... my mum will chop me into pieces...
What are you doing right now? : msn-ing, answering tag, and listening to songs!!!
Have you ever crawled through a window?: not sure... maybe i did...
Can you handle the truth? : depends...
Are you closer to your mother or father?: obviously is my beloved mum la...
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : erm... harmin, jo en, and mr chan???
How many people can you say you've really loved?: uncountable...
Do you eat healthy? : honestly, no... haha... i love junk food!!!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: no...
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? yea... it just happened the day before yesterday...
How often do you go to church?: ... ...
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? my darling friends... however, if it is really seriously bad, then i will try my best to keep it to myself rather than making them sad together with me...
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : depends... most of the time quiet, i guess... haha...
Are you confident? : sometimes...

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- studying at SJK (C) KUANG HWA...
- playing with my friends...
- watching television, i guess...
- practising piano...
- sitting quietly...

5 things on my to-do list today:
i think i am just gonna tell 5 things i have done today...
- listened to PN PHANG's interesting explainations...
- had duty in the library...
- kap-ed him!!!
- took a nap...
- calculated the budget...

5 snacks I enjoy:
- potato chips...
- ice-cream...
- cakes...
- cookies...
- fruit salad...

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
- buy properties for myself and family...
- travel around the world...
- donate to needies...
- save in bank to earn interest...
- use it for my oversea tertiary education...

5 of my bad habits:
- impatient...
- emo...
- not confident enough...
- bite my pen...
- like to gossip... haha...

5 places I have lived in :
- mummy's tummy...
- nanny's house...
- semambu...
- kuantan...
- heaven???

5 jobs I’ve had:
- salesgirl...
- cashier...
- promoter...
- work in computer department for swimming competition...
- student???

5 people I tag:
whoever who want to do this tag...

hollow

2008-08-07T18:11:00.004+08:00

something popped out in my mind months ago... it has been lingering in my mind for months... it's power is getting stronger and stronger, come out from my mind more and more often... i have never thought of this before... i need someone to be with me... i may look tough from the outside... only me myself know how hollow my heart is, how fragile my heart is... i am not feeling melancholy but lonely... i am afraid... afraid of loneliness... it is freaking scary... it has adversed my emotion...
this is the reason why i need
someone to accompany me...
someone to prop me up always...
someone to understand me...
someone to pamper me...
someone to share my happiness and sadness...
someone to listen to me...
someone to have faith in me...
someone to cheer me up...
someone to lend me legs to kick away loneliness in my heart...
someone to...
someone to...
howbeit, i still dont know anything about the someone... who is the someone??? where is the someone??? i have no idea at all... what i can do now is prevent the hollowness overpower me... i believe time will solve everything... everything will be fine soon... i am looking forward for the day... i must be strong to sail through this period!!!

scared of me???

2008-08-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

today, we were separated into 4 groups for a biology assignment which is insect and plant collection... we got to choose our group members... everyone of us was so eminently excited about the assignment... howbeit, the group separation was not smooth... somehting happened... there was a girl who not satisfied with her group distribution... she wanted to join my group... but, our group was occupied with 5 members, maximum number of group members... she asked my darling si ting first, si ting explained to her that our group is occupied... then, she asked harmin, my another darling... harmin was trying to explain her too... in fact, harmin gave her hint to ask me... you know what, she told harmin that she scared of me!!! why scared of me??? i dont think that i am fierce... i think i am pretty gentle... okay, maybe i am not very gentle, but still consider gentle, right??? haha... i felt funny when harmin told me about this... seriously, i didnt know that i am so scary until raj and lai mei scared of me... what so scray about me???

officially a librarian

2008-08-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

ultimately, i am officially a librarian... eventhough i become a librarian successfully, i still not satisfied with my test result... i didnt know what happened to me last saturday, the librarian acceptance test day... i didnt perform well... that was not me... i cant even concentrate!!! i misinterpreted the questions... i did a lot of stupid mistakes... i... i... i just dont know what happened... what i know is my right leg was screaming in pain especially my baby toe... i believe that i can do far better than that!!! *sigh* well, it had been a past... so, it's better for me to let bygone to be bygone...

JO EN, I MISS U!!! no one tie ribbon for me before assembly every monday and wednesday anymore... haha... i think someone will miss u more than i did... haha...